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No, not that one!

Lion had a doctor appointment yesterday. His blood pressure was fairly low. That might be part of the reason he hasn’t been as excited lately. Well, he’s been excited. He just can’t maintain an erection. I have no doubt he’s horny and willing. However, he said something last night that causes me some concern.

Perhaps masturbation has lost its luster. I admit, that made my heart stop for a second. What does that mean? How do we fix it? Is he tired of me? All those thoughts went through my mind before my heart started again. Oh, and one other thought: does he want to masturbate himself rather than having me do it? He said maybe that’s why the vibrator had such an effect. It was something different.

Since the hand job wasn’t working (even after clothespins on his balls), I tried a blow job. That worked for a while and then he fizzled out. So much for something different.

I have a few ideas. The first is that it is the low blood pressure, at least in part. The second is that it was a little late last night. The third is that he may be so excited about anal training that he can’t get anywhere unless we do that. The fourth is that he was in a lot of pain after the doctor visit which, obviously, affects everything. I don’t know. They’re just theories.

Lucky for Lion I don’t give up that easily. I want a nice woody and I want it now! Well, not right now because I’m not with him, but tonight. I’d even go so far as to give him an orgasm if he’d give me a lasting woody. I have no idea how many days it’s been but I’m sure he’d like an orgasm. What do you say, Lion?

[Lion — It’s been ten days as of today. I am fine with edging or an orgasm.]

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Mrs. Lion has been writing about reviving some of our past activities. I’m writing this post at noon on Saturday. When we got up this morning, she mentioned that she’s going to go look for the bag that contains my panties. As far as I’m concerned, they can stay lost. Wearing panties is not only humiliating but also pretty uncomfortable.

She’s also discussing reinstating my anal training. In her post yesterday, she mentioned that she may not want to fist me, but she definitely wants me to learn to take larger objects and have her peg me. Then she went on to say that having fingers up my ass is a very intimate activity not unlike me having my penis inside of her. I suppose it is. It’s absolutely intimate. I think it’s a lot less comfortable for me then when she has my penis inside her. Oh well. I agree anal activities forces both of us to be very close to one another and share a most intimate-if-uncomfortable activity.

It’s a little ironic when she wants me to wear women’s underwear. Normally, I’m completely naked at home. In fact, I haven’t had a stitch of clothing on since last Wednesday when I went for physical therapy. But I get it. Even though panties or, for that matter, a diaper, covers me up, they do so in a way I certainly didn’t select for myself.

This is the Digit vibrator by Hot Octopuss. It is intended as a woman’s toy, but Mrs. Lion thinks she can wear it on a finger and put that finger on my penis where it gets me most excited while she jerks me off.

Sometimes people are confused by why we do these things. One reason is that I find it a turn-on when Mrs. Lion flexes her muscles this way. Another is that the bottom in me enjoys the humiliation and discomfort. This isn’t totally true of anal training. I get a real sense of accomplishment when Mrs. Lion is able to use something larger without me having a lot of pain. It feels like I am giving her something. I also like that it doesn’t matter to her whether or not I like it or not. It’s something she wants to do, and therefore, she will do it. I really encourage her to behave this way. I love it in her and I think it’s good for both of us.

If she can find the bag of women’s underwear, I imagine I will be wearing them for a good part of the weekend. I will certainly be carrying a heavy Njoy butt plug up my ass for several hours later today. If she has the time and energy, Mrs. Lion will also be removing more of my body hair. Right now, I am luxuriating by sitting naked in my desk chair sharing my thoughts with you.

Mrs. Lion is also considering a hybrid approach to edging me. She got the idea that if she had a vibrator that attaches to her finger, she can use the force of the vibrator and the attention of her hand in a modified hand job. It sounds very interesting. I showed her a product that might work. It’s called the Digit. It’s a vibrator that fits over the finger. The people who make it intended as a woman’s toy. The idea is that she can use her finger on her clit while the vibe is providing stimulation through her finger. Mrs. Lion’s idea is that the same can be true of me if she applies that finger to the right spot on my penis. It sounds exciting.

I’m very happy that Mrs. Lion is thinking about things we can do together. I know this is difficult for her because sex is strictly one-way with us. I believe that she is coming to see that while I get sexual pleasure, she gets a sense of increased intimacy. She also gets more of a sense of control. I suspect the control is less interesting to her than the intimacy. I’m very glad that she can find pleasure in things she does to me.

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We slept late this morning. The dog woke me up at 6:30 to go out and then I slept until 9. The dog woke Lion up at 9:30. We ate amazingly huge donuts from a local bakery very similar to Voodoo Donuts in Portland. They have ridiculously named donuts like Conan the Bavarian. Then we watched Mr. Smith Goes to Washington. Just like most older movies we watch, I’ve seen parts of it but never the whole thing all the way through. I’m still not sure I’ve ever seen Casablanca end to end.

According to our weather station that sits in the blazing sun, it’s 96 degrees outside right now. Alexa assures us it’s 77. If I were to mow the lawn right now I’m betting I would broil. Perhaps that’s a chore better left till tomorrow morning. We have some errands to run and I have a lot more inside chores to keep me occupied.

Last night, I half-heartedly tried to arouse Lion. It didn’t seem like it would work at first. It’s been about a week since his last orgasm but our minds have been on other things. I must have hit just the right spot because suddenly he was hard. I stayed snuggled where I was so I wouldn’t scare his erection off. When I was sure it was here to stay, I sat up and started his hand job in earnest.

I had no idea if we’d get anywhere. He’s been difficult to read. As long as he was game, so was I. When I started to hear his faint moans and saw his toes point, I knew I was onto something. And then he was at the edge. I was afraid I’d already gone too far so I started up again very quickly. I didn’t want another ruined orgasm. He didn’t produce much semen but he definitely had a full orgasm.

Afterward, he told me I wasn’t really as close to a ruined orgasm as I thought. I could have edged him again. I’m just glad I was able to get him there. And he seemed like he got there more quickly than in the past few weeks. Maybe now we really are getting back to normal.

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Yesterday was a new try for a lube hand job. I watched the videos Lion suggested and was determined to replicate them as closely as I could. Obviously, men are not all alike so some things in the videos were not to Lion’s liking. I improvised a little. In the end he was very happy with his lubed orgasm.

I wondered while I was doing it if he’d like the attachment to the Magic Wand if we used lube. It’s a silicone sleeve that takes the place of my hand. I think we only tried it once and he didn’t like it. But with lube he might. I don’t know. I’ll have to look for it and give it a shot.

After our late afternoon session, Lion said maybe it’s better without lube. I suspect it’s like most things: always doing it one way can get to you after a while. Of course, we haven’t used lube for very long. I suggested using it every so often. Lion wanted to do the experiment of every time. Does this mean the experiment is over? As far as I know, we haven’t called it yet but I’m game for moving on.

I also finally gave Lion his punishment for spilling salsa on Friday night. He insists it was a malfunction of the tortilla chip that caused the spillage. I don’t remember building any leeway into the rule to accommodate a defense. I am the judge and jury. I have, in the past, made allowances for certain spills. Structural failure of the tortilla chip is not one of them. I was holding my hand under the tortilla chips on the way to my mouth so I wouldn’t drop salsa. I also strongly advocate for the mom-ism “lean over your plate when you eat” which will eliminate punishment since spilling on the table doesn’t count. Although, given how much mess he makes of a table, I may wind up making a rule about that.

Not only did he try to defend himself with the chip malfunction theory, but he also couldn’t take the full punishment when I administered it. He rolled away a few times and I should have started all over, but it was clear he really couldn’t handle being spanked. He apologized and I relented. As I was walking away I gave him a few chances to remember to thank me. I asked him if I should really be done. I told him I still had the paddle in my hand. I asked if there was any reason I shouldn’t put the paddle away. Nothing. About an hour later he said his buns still hurt. I told him they’ll be hurting tonight too since he forgot to thank me. He’s not having a very good start to his week.