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I realize that I am incredibly lucky. My real-life sexual activities are very much like the stuff you read in F/m fantasy stories. This has been going on for more than thirty years. Mrs. Lion has been providing the fun for twenty of them. We’ve been writing about our sexual adventures for the last decade, and you can read about them here in almost 6,000 posts. I’m always surprised at how few comments we get. We have our own web statistics software, so we know how many people visit and how many pages they read. Our blog is popular, but our readers remain silent.

If  you’ve been following our recent posts,  you know that I’ve been horny without any relief. That changed a little on Sunday night. Mrs. Lion brought out the Edex. The injection was very painful. I almost never feel the shots in my penis. There aren’t many nerve endings in the shaft. This time, I hit one, and boy-howdy did it hurt! I worried that I wouldn’t get hard, but with the help of Mrs. Lion’s hand, I did.

She decided to edge me, and got me close a couple of times. Then, my erection disappeared. That shouldn’t have happened. Edex usually keeps me hard for at least an hour, even after I come. The shot didn’t go into the right place. Our session ended with me being edged twice without release. I was soft. Mrs. Lion tried mouth-to-cock resuscitation, but it didn’t work. She promised a Monday night session with an orgasm for me.

I’m not complaining. The edging was fun. An orgasm would be even more fun, of course. I guess that I’m getting spoiled. Ever since we started using injections to get me hard, Mrs. .Lion has given me an orgasm with each shot. The Edex is expensive, so maybe she feels we should get our money’s worth. I’ve been worrying that the Edex isn’t working as well as it should. I’m giving myself .75 ml shots. I can raise the dose to 100. After that, I would have to switch to another drug, probably Trimix. We have to drive about fifty miles to pick up a Trimix prescription. Unlike Edex, it requires refrigeration and expires in just three months.

I’ve also wondered if my ED is nature’s way of telling me that I am done with sex. Nope, I still get horny. When we try again tonight, I’ll stay with the .75 ml dose. If it doesn’t work well, I’ll have to go to the max. What a guy has to do to get hard!

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Lion at full mast.
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Since Lion was getting hard just from the mere mention of spanking, we decided to give an organic orgasm a shot. It’s been a while since he’s been able to get and maintain an erection on his own. It was nice to see one the other day.

I don’t know if it was because he hadn’t been spanked recently or if the whole process of sex feels inorganic, but he didn’t get very hard. Sometimes that isn’t a problem. A non-woody weenie can have an orgasm. We’ve done it before. Unfortunately, last night was not one of those times. It seemed like we were on the way and then it just stopped.

The Edex was on the nightstand. We could have used it, but I think we were both a little worn out from trying. I was very warm from the exercise. I suggested trying again tonight. Lion pointed out that today is punishment day and perhaps some swats would help things along. I have a quick errand to run after work but I’m game after that.

Things may still be packed in boxes, but we can get Lion’s mojo back with the few paddles I’ve unearthed. If I need more, I know where the boxes are.

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lion harnessed on spanking bench witha red butt

Lion thought it would be a good idea to test out the harness and straps he bought to make sure he couldn’t escape the spanking bench. Aside from the fact that I haven’t located the strap we’ve been using, I thought it was working fine. He could wiggle. He’d slide down a bit, but I guess I saw that as part of the game. Shouldn’t he be able to hold still? Doesn’t he want me to spank him? Isn’t that something I should be able to demand?

Anyway, he put the harness on and I strapped him down. He could wiggle. He didn’t slide down. One for two. I used a leather paddle to get his virgin butt back into shape. Of course, if I hit hard enough, whether it’s leather or wood is of little consequence. It just plain hurts.

I got his buns a lovely shade of red, with a leathery patch on each cheek, within five minutes. Virgin butts, I reasoned, should not be made to endure the entire ten minutes. We’ll have to work up the that.

A while later, as we were snuggling, Mr. Weenie made an attempt to get hard. Lion sees this as proof that spanking helps him. This morning, we were talking about spanking and how I’ll have to find more rules for him to have more opportunities, but we should just do more spanking anyway. And there goes Mr. Weenie again. This time he was harder and standing up tall and proud. More proof that just talking about spanking helps Lion.

I had to go around to Lion’s side of the bed to admire my weenie. Just for fun, I gave him a few sucks. He wanted more. Too bad. That’s for later. There are things to be done around the house. Besides, there might be another spanking coming before the next blow job. We need more proof that spanking makes the weenie rise.

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My fully aroused Edex erection. Click image to view full size.

I always assumed that an erection is the normal expression of being horny. Well, it doesn’t have to be. Before ED got serious, even when locked in a male chastity device, I would still try to get hard when I had horny thoughts. Mrs. Lion could always gauge how desperate I was by observing how quickly she could get me hard. That’s not true anymore.

For whatever reason, I have trouble producing an erection, and my interest in sex hasn’t diminished. The normal rules of male sexuality have changed for me. For example, Edex produces an erection every time. Whether or not I’m sexually aroused has nothing to do with its effectiveness. I think an Edex erection sans arousal is about 80 percent as hard as a fully aroused one.

I remember that a female top who used a similar injection before doing CBT mentioned that to me. Now I understand it. That 80 percent erection feels a bit odd to me. It’s flexible enough to bend a little but hurts if I try to bend it back against my stomach. A full erection doesn’t hurt if I do the same thing but resists the attempt to flatten it. I guess that the extra blood in my penis changes how it bends. The 80-percent erection is most comfortable, pointing down between my legs.

That unaroused erection is still functional. It’s hard enough to successfully insert into a hungry orifice. I suspect that I could get more inflation with a stronger dose of Edex. Right now, I’m injecting 50 percent of the solution. If I increase the dose, the unaroused boner would probably be harder and last longer. Since the current dose p; produces a two-hour boner, there is room to increase the dose. I’m just not sure why I would try.

If Mrs. Lion had an interest in using my post-ejaculation penis, it might make sense to add more boner juice. Since she doesn’t seem to want to go beyond some pre-ejaculation CBT, changing the dose makes no sense. The combination of Edex and my arousal produces a great erection. It’s every bit as hard as it was when I was in my twenties. It feels great.

It’s taken us a while to figure out the right drug and dose to get me to this point. Now, we’re learning to use and abuse my newly renovated erection. I’m very happy we both decided to take the time to fix it.