I’m still not convinced about good boy orgasms. I can’t give Lion an orgasm any time I want? I have to wait until he’s done something (as of yet undetermined) good for him to get an orgasm? It seems to me that takes my power away. Isn’t that one step backwards?
Regardless, I decided to give it a shot. I’m all about experiments, after all. Last night was Lion’s first attaboy orgasm. When I started off, I was just going to edge him. I’d decided Lion’s next orgasm was Sunday. I figured we could start the good boy orgasms after that.
I think what changed my mind was that it was taking a long time to get Lion to the edge. His idea is that I should give him his reward orgasm whether he wants it or not. Clearly he was having trouble last night. What better time to give him his orgasm?
I know that seems like I’m dooming it failure from the start. I guess that’s not far off. I don’t like the idea of not having the freedom of giving him an orgasm when I want. In this case, I get what I want when I want it. Shouldn’t I get what I want? I am in charge, aren’t I?
That said, I really am willing to try it. I have no idea how it will work. I don’t know what actions will be a win for Lion. If I can punish him for annoying me, then I should be able to reward him for pleasing me. Anytime. I’ll have to keep my eye out for extra good behavior. It took me some time to get used to looking for bad behavior. I’m sure it’ll take some time to get used to looking for good behavior.
But I’m still a little concerned about not being able to just give him an orgasm for no reason at all.
[Lion — Mrs. Lion can give me a play spanking. She doesn’t have to wait for me to earn a punishment. If she can do that, then she can give me an orgasm “just because.”]