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Lion is horny and wild for now. He said I can trust him not to do something stupid. I trust him.

Last night I freed Lion from his cage. He needed manscaping and he has a doctor’s appointment today. I was debating whether to give him an orgasm, figuring that the temptation of being frustrated for five days and now being free would be too much. He said he would rather wait.

After spanking him I edged him a few times. Then I asked him how long he wanted to wait for release. He said he didn’t know, but he’d like to make it longer than last time. He wants to see what it feels like. So I decided to trust my wild Lion, uncaged and loose in the world.

I’m not sure if we’re talking marathon or not. He has said I could make him wait for the rest of his life if I wanted to. I don’t. I don’t really see the purpose of making him wait at all. But, as I’ve said in the past, I try to make him happy. So we’ll wait. I think today is day six. I’m shooting for the weekend, but I’m also waiting for some signal from him. Since it’s the first time I’m really making him wait I have no idea what to do. I know it’s my decision. But he must have some idea of how long. Does he want to go until he’s really, really needs to orgasm? Does he want to go for one day more than he went last time? Does he want to go for the marathon? Will it be a point of pride if he makes it two weeks? A month?

I was just thinking that it may be possible that I lose interest the longer we wait. I’m wondering if I feel less in control because I don’t know how long we’re waiting. Those thoughts just popped into my head as I’m writing this. I haven’t really even processed them yet. It’s not unusual for me to fluctuate between being comfortable with being in charge and being completely lost. At some point I’ll swing back and things will be clearer.

For now, my Lion is wild and I trust him.

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In: Chastity hardware, Keyholder, Male Chastity, Mrs Lion Comments
lion humping
Lion’s old cage is really difficult to put on. Maybe I should let him run wild until his Jail Bird comes back. No, not a good idea.

Lion sent back his Jail Bird to be re-sized. He is wearing the Chinese cage again. No big deal, right? At least he is still caged. Well, I forgot how much I hate that Chinese cage. I pinch him every time I try to put it on. It’s difficult to get all the parts lined up. Once he’s in it I don’t want to take it off because I know what a nightmare it is to put back on.

And that was actually my first thought as we were struggling with it last night. Maybe he’ll stay in it till the Jail Bird comes back. That’s about a week and a half. No orgasm. No teasing. No hygiene time. He could do it. But do I want him to? The more I think about it, the more I think I’d rather have a wild Lion than to have to wrestle with this horrible cage. But do I want him to be wild? Not so much.

Sure I think he would be fine if he was wild for such a short time. He was wild for days when he had doctor’s appointments. It could be a mini vacation for him. Time off for good behavior. Of course, I couldn’t deny him for long without expecting him to take matters into his own hands. And it would set a dangerous precedent. Things got difficult so we gave up. He wants the cage on. I want it on too, but am I willing to fight with it? Maybe there’s a compromise somewhere in between wild and wrestling match. A few days on, a few days off?

Lion has no say in the matter. He’s caged. I hid the key. He can’t get out. He doesn’t even have an emergency key this time. (I’ll have to fix that oversight. It’s important to me that he can get out if he absolutely needs to.) If I decide to make him stay in the cage until the Jail Bird gets back, then that’s exactly what he’ll do. He won’t like it, but he has no choice.

Ironically I think he would like it less if he were wild. Oh, he’d love peeing standing up and being able to touch his toy even if he weren’t doing it to pleasure himself, but in the back of his mind he’d know I didn’t have that power over him at that moment. I think that would bother him more than anything.

So we’ll play it by ear and see how it goes. There’s no official rule book and even if there was, I’m the referee.

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In: Keyholder, Mrs Lion Comments, Sex
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Lion found a sexual oasis after five, long days waiting. I’ve learned to laugh at his mumbling and grumbling.

That means several things to me right now. We just got home from a weekend away with no cell phone or internet service. To an internet addict like me it was torture! Lion had some fun. Mrs Lion had none.

As you know, Lion had an orgasm last Sunday in his sling. Then I made him wait. I wasn’t sure how long he was going to wait, but I was having fun laughing at his mumbling and grumbling. Friday night he asked if I could take him out even if it wasn’t for an orgasm. I agreed. It was in the back of my mind that maybe he should only get to come when we are away. That works out to once every few weeks, although I think there are a few weekends in a row we have planned away. Can Lion make it that long? I’m sure he’ll be fine. Mumbling and grumbling, but fine. Do I really want him knowing that he just has to wait to the next trip for an orgasm? Probably not. But Friday night I decided it was his lucky night.

After five long days, an eternity for a horny Lion, it took a little bit of work to get him going. I almost had to do mouth to cock resuscitation. Finally I got him hard and started playing with him. I don’t think I officially edged him. I stroked and stopped and stroked and stopped. Each time I told him I knew he wasn’t close. Then, for whatever reason, I decided I really wanted to do the mouth to cock resuscitation. I was merrily sucking away when Lion, good boy that he is, reported that if I didn’t stop he was going to come. I didn’t stop. Needless to say he was a very happy Lion.

I’m not sure when he started, but Lion has been initiating sex every night. On Friday night he did not. It was a long day. I had driven a lot and I was tired. He got his orgasm and I was perfectly fine not getting any attention. Saturday night he fell asleep watching television. By the time he woke up, I was tired. Before he fell asleep he said he was sorry he hadn’t initiated and asked if that was ok. As I said in a previous post, I’m not sure how I feel about him trying every night, but I’m happy he’s making an effort. You know what they say, the best laid plans of mice and men…. Stuff happens. He’s tired. I’m tired. So it didn’t happen. It will. Maybe tonight. Maybe tomorrow night. We’ll get back on track. Two things are certain. He’s in his cage and I’m still in charge. That’s all that matters.

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In: Keyholder, Lion's Journal, Male Control (training), Mrs Lion Comments, Punishment, Sex
hidden key
I’ve hidden Lion’s key. I hope I can remember where I hid it (so does he)

Last night I took my favorite toy out of its cage and played with it. I was thinking I’d only stretch it a little. I wasn’t going to edge Lion. But he moaned and I figured I’d give him a little more attention. Just a little. So I edged him and when I was done I handed him the cock ring and told him to replace it when he was soft.

I know Lion doesn’t want to know where the key is. I don’t know if this is from a temptation standpoint or a power thing. Whatever it is, this morning I hid the key in a different place. Now it’s a crap shoot whether I can remember where I hid it. And will I remember to bring it for our weekend away?

No matter how comfortable he says he his in cage, I think he thinks about sex more often now than he did when he was wild. I think it makes him a little crazy not to be able to touch himself.  He won’t admit it, but I think he’s really missing his favorite toy so he may throw a temper tantrum or two. I guess it’s just another training opportunity.

I’m not sure how long I plan to deny Lion. It would be silly of me to post a date on here where he could see it even if I had one in mind. Sometimes he can sway me by moaning, whimpering, and otherwise being pathetic. Sometimes I just laugh at him.

We’re still playing it by ear.