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Lion increased the dosage of his boner juice yesterday. I don’t know how much he’s up to, but he may have hit the right amount. He was hard very quickly. Of course, that was encouraging, but we didn’t know how long it would last.

The challenge for me was to do some sort of foreplay without taking too much time away from the erection. Sure it was hard when we started, but it could potentially have fizzled shortly after. I didn’t go right in for the kill. I licked him and sucked lightly to get him interested before I really started sucking him.

Technically, his wait was over a month. Of course, that assumes that I was consciously making him wait. And that I was edging him along the way. This wait had nothing to do with male chastity. I don’t know which kind of waiting is more difficult for him. It’s not like I never touched him during that month. Things seemed to be working a few times. They just didn’t last long. I didn’t frustrate him by edging him and then stopping, although I’m sure he was frustrated by the situation.

Last night’s dose of boner juice lasted quite a while. Long enough for me to get him excited. Normally, I keep my eyes closed while I suck him. There isn’t really much to look at. When I peeked, I saw his legs moving. He was trying to buck into my mouth. It wasn’t working, but it was definitely encouraging. Not long after, he shot yummy cream filling into my mouth. Apparently, he’d been saving it up. There was a lot.

He was still hard when we were done. I thought he was losing it, but it came back a little. I assume if I’d continued giving him attention, he would have gotten hard all the way again. Now we’re trying to figure out if that dose was correct or if he should increase it another notch. I’m thinking we try the same dose to see if we can replicate the effect. A possible problem with that is he won’t have over 30 days of pent up sexual energy. Still, we have to do our due diligence. Just maybe not tonight.

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We were testing out a new wax yesterday. It has a lower melting point, which should be more comfortable for Lion. With a lower melting point, I only had the melter at 130 degrees. I set the old wax to 185 to melt and then decrease to 167 so I don’t burn Lion. The bag of the new wax only said to melt to a creamy consistency. Okay. sure. After a little more than four hours, it still had not melted all the way. At 5 pm, I turned it off.

I wasn’t really feeling up to waxing him anyway, but it should have been ready by 5 pm. Aside from setting the temperature too low, my other mistake was not melting the regular wax too. If I had, I would have had a backup. Apparently, in addition to being physically out of it, I was mentally out of it as well. I did manage to take care of the gardens though. Well, I watered them and fed the two that needed to be fed. I don’t know that I could have managed draining them and refilling.

My shoulder still hurts a bit. There are definitely positions it does not want to be in. Yesterday it was most positions. Today I just have to remember not to reach up. It’s an old, undiagnosed injury. I don’t want to have an MRI and I certainly don’t want to have surgery. I can live with the flareups.

After his shower, Lion will inject more boner juice. If today’s dose doesn’t work, I suggest we wait till Wednesday. I know he’s anxious to get to the correct dosage, but I worry about rushing it. I also wonder if being anxious has detrimental effects. Bodies are strange things. Thinking about having an erection, even with boner juice, might be a problem. Obviously, there’s no way to avoid it. He can’t magically stop thinking about having a boner when he’s just stabbed his penis.

By the way, who came up with the idea to inject anything into a weenie? If I was a penis and someone stabbed me, I’d say, “Go to hell. There’s no way I’m getting hard now!”

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There are two things on my mind today.  I’m very interested in continuing our discussion of ED. Apparently, there isn’t much personal reporting on the subject.  The second is my spanking on Saturday. OK, first, the ED. We got a comment from Mark:

“Regarding the injection quantity, you are a better person than me… I’d be sticking in a much greater increase each time until I got the desired outcome and then trying to figure out where the correct dose was.”

I know where he is coming from. I’m impatient for the results Trimix promises.  In my research, I’ve found that almost all of the medical advice on correct dosing says to increase by .05 ml until the desired erection is attained. My urologist is against this and says that an increase of .02 to .03 ml each time. I did some further research, including a conversation with the urologist when she gave me this program. Her response was a little wishy-washy. She said that men in their 30s and 40s are at a fairly high risk of priapism (erections lasting four hours or more) from the drug. Older men almost never have this issue. Since I’m over fifty, I interpreted that to mean it was safe to increase the dosage by a larger increment. Beginning today (Monday), I’ll go from .15 to .20 ml. I admit that I’m very impatient for a result.

From my readings, apparently, a large number of men give up this therapy because they don’t get results soon enough. A few ED clinics start with a much higher dose (.20 or more) and administer it in the office. If the erection lasts more than three hours, they inject an antidote which will usually work. If that fails, they have to drain the blood from the penis. It’s not a lot of fun. Clinics that have the men administer the drug at home can’t risk that sort of reaction, so they have to advise starting with a much smaller dose. In my case, it was .1 ml, and they advised the very gradual increases. I’m feeling impatient, and I understand why so many men quit before they can get good results. I’ll let you know what happens after the next dose later today.

my first spanking in more than a month

As promised, before we left for the casino on Saturday night, Mrs. Lion spanked me. She had planned a “Just Because” spanking, but it was preempted by a punishment. I forgot to set up the coffeepot on Friday. She seemed to be in a good mood once I was riding the spanking bench. She didn’t strap me down. She quietly talked to herself, “Let’s see, which paddle should I use.” It seemed to me that she was approaching my spanking as a sort of fun activity.

That pleasure didn’t extend to me. She hit hard and fast. I was yelping in no time. She commented that I was exceptionally “rosey.” After less than ten minutes, she stopped and went into the bathroom and got some tissues. She said that I was bleeding and cleaned up the blood and applied a healing ointment. She told me to get up and said this spanking only lasted five minutes. I guess I spoiled her fun. She commented that I was red and leathery. I took her word for it.

Later, when I asked her if she was having fun while she spanked me, she said that she wasn’t sure. Odd. It sounded like she enjoyed herself. There is no requirement that she have a good time when she punishes me. She generally treats it as a chore she doesn’t mind doing. If she begins to like it, I think she will be more likely to be more observant of my behavior. We’ll see.

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Yesterday, I said I was going to give Lion a “just because” spanking. He grumbled a bit. He’s been saying he needs a spanking. I was only trying to oblige. When I went to make dinner, I saw the parts of the coffee pot still in the dish drainer. Uh oh. His “just because” spanking magically turned into a real punishment spanking. What makes it real versus “just because”? Generally, it’s the length. A refresher course tends to be five minutes long. A punishment spanking is at least ten minutes. I also usually hit harder for a punishment spanking. I don’t think he intentionally forgot the coffee pot. He knew he was getting spanked. There’d be no reason to intentionally forget.

I had to make up time at work because of his boner injection doctor’s appointment. I worked late Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. WTF, indeed. Neither of us has been sleeping well. I was tired after work last night, so I begged off with the spanking. My reasoning is that his freshly spanked butt will be unhappier while sitting at the casino tonight. The truth is, I don’t really feel like doing it today, either. Aside from not sleeping well again, my tummy is a little off. It’s nothing major. Just enough to make me not feel like doing anything. Unfortunately, there’s no shortage of things to do around here. Adding spanking to the list isn’t really a big deal.

When I said I was too tired to spank him, I could tell Lion was worried I’d be too tired to play with him. I didn’t do much, but I did rub my weenie under the covers. I know that doesn’t do much for him, but sometimes it gets him interested. He said it felt good even though he didn’t get hard. I didn’t expect him to. If he did, he wouldn’t need the boner injections. I’d say I’m sure he’d get hard if I tied his balls or sucked him, but I’m not at all sure. Again, if he did, he wouldn’t need the boner injections. That’s not to say I won’t do those things, even if he can’t have a boner injection until Monday. It still feels good to him. It still feels good for both of us to snuggle.

I’ll whomp his buns before we head out to the casino so he can feel it while he sits. And tomorrow, when I wax him, I’ll try to jerk him off with the help of some oil. It may not work, but it’s fun to try. Maybe he’ll hit the right dose on Monday, and we can have even more fun.