Information is starting to come out about my 2024 health insurance options. One very interesting change is that my coverage includes sexual dysfunction drugs for both men and women. My current (2023) plan covers Edex, but doesn’t cover generic Cialis or Viagra. The new plan covers both at a rate of six tablets a month. That’s in line with Edex, which is covered for six injections a month. The new plan also covers female libido improvement drugs.

This is a significant change. While good in every other area, my plan refused to cover sexual improvement drugs. I’m unsure what brought the change, but a good deal. Maybe there is a growing recognition that adults need sex for good health. Also, generic Viagra and Cialis are dirt cheap. You can get them with coupons from for pennies each. The Edex and the female libido drugs are expensive, brand-name products that are seriously discounted by my insurance.

Our discovery that Edex allows me to have orgasms while Trimix and Quadmix don’t, was an accident. My doctor prescribed the Edex for travel. Trimix requires constant refrigeration. Edex’s active ingredient is in freeze-dried powder form until just before injecting. The product comes in a special cartridge that has sterile saline in the bottom and the powder in a top compartment. Just before use, you press the plunger of the syringe just far enough to force the water into the top compartment. A few easy shakes, mixes the drug with the water, and it’s ready to go. In powder form, the drug is stable at normal room temperatures. I tried the Edex so that we could work out the correct dose. Now, we’re going to use the Edex all of the time.

The months of trial and error we have gone through have paid off. I’m very glad we kept trying. Mrs. Lion has different insurance than me. I wonder if her plan covers female libido improvement. She isn’t really interested in getting her libido back. Maybe it’s a relief to her not to have it. I selfishly want her to get it back. I miss being ridden by her. Now that we are both substantially thinner, lion riding should be easier. With my chemically-assisted boners, we can try other positions, too. Mrs. Lion used to enjoy anal sex.

lion's erect penis

I was looking at the picture of me tied to the bed. It was on top of yesterday’s post. My erection looks very functional. I’m sure it would work well for any penetration Mrs. Lion might want to try. In the past, my inability to keep it up restricted us to cowgirl and reverse cowgirl positions. I’m pretty sure that Mrs. Lion prefers doggy (lion) style to her being on top. If I can interest her in some penetration, maybe we can go back to positions where I was on top. The possibilities are exciting.

About an hour after Mrs. Lion finished work, she helped me get an injection of  Edex. I promptly produced a full erection. Obedient Lion. While I was stiffening up, Mrs. Lion got out some restraints. I have no idea where they came from. They were cloth and closed with velcro. Apparently, our nice new leather restraints are still missing. Anyway, the cloth ones worked well, and I was tied down spread-eagle. The bondage improved my chemically-induced boner.

Once restrained, she applied some IcyHot to my perineum and the underside of my balls. It felt cool, but not heat. I guess the IcyHot was old and lost its kick. Mrs. Lion then got out the maximum-strength spray version. She used that to cover my entire scrotum and below. You can see the effect it had on me in the image above. After a couple of minutes, my balls started burning.

Mrs. Lion took some pictures. This is the first full body image I’ve seen since I started dieting in January. The over 40 lb. weight loss is apparent. How nice! After she finished spray paining (yes, I coined that new word) my balls, she used her mouth to distract me. It worked very well.

Mrs. Lion was uncomfortable with me tied in that location. The footboard of the bed was in her way. So, she stopped sucking and had me move across the bed. She fastened the restraints with me in this new position and went back to sucking. While this change was going on, my balls felt like they were on fire. That seemed to amuse her. I wasn’t a happy camper at all, but I couldn’t do anything about the situation. Once she went back to work with her mouth, I was pleasantly distracted again.

I don’t know how long it took, but I eventually had a nice orgasm. By then, the burning had subsided to a ‘toasty warm. After I recovered and Mrs. Lion released me from the restraints, I took a shower. It felt odd to have a boner and no arousal. However, it’s easier to soap up and clean when hard. Every cloud… The erection lasted about two hours. There was no pain at all this time. It just felt strange walking around the house with my hard penis swaying in the breeze.

We seem to have the dosage correct. Mrs. Lion is learning to work with my chemically-induced boners. I think we are finally back to normal.

clothespins on lion's balls

Friday night was fun and spanking-free. I did an Edex injection, and it worked like a charm. Mrs. Lion covered my balls and perineum with wood clothespins, jerking me off between finding sensitive spots to place the nasty little buggers. It was like the old days! I was hard as a rock and loved all the painful attention. She took her time removing the clothespins. It hurt more when they came off than when she put them on. When she was done, she offered me a blow job. I graciously accepted. You can read the details of that in her post from yesterday, Boner On Demand.”

In that same post, she mentioned that she forgot to check for my email Friday. She didn’t mention spanking me on Saturday. I guess I’ll have to see what she has planned for me. We slept in on Saturday and had English muffins for breakfast. At about noon, Mrs. Lion did needed yardwork and was back by 1 PM. She is spending time playing on her computer. She needs to decompress. Her job requires a lot of difficult decision-making. She had more training on Friday. That always makes her tense.

induced boners aren’t all fun

The Edex shot took over two hours to wear off. For the first hour, it felt like a normal erection, even after my orgasm. As time passed, my penis remained almost hard and started to hurt a bit. This always happens. I’m not sure why it always gets a little painful, but it does. After about two-and-a-half hours, I got softer. My penis could bend easily. The pain subsided, and all was well. I remained a bit turgid for another hour. This is normal and well within the safe parameters of using the drug.

We’re both getting used to using this ED drug. Unlike Cialis, Edex creates the erection. The pills just make it easier to get hard when aroused. When it works, the drug helps produce better erections. Edex produces erections with or without arousal. It doesn’t matter if I’m turned on or not. I will get hard. This is both good and bad. Of course, it’s good because I want to get hard. The negative side is that an erection isn’t a signal that I’m ready for sex.

Mrs. Lion and I are both used to understanding that if I’m hard, I’m ready to go. It’s confusing when I’m hard and not aroused. The process of setting up and then giving myself the injection kills any sexual arousal I might have felt before I started. By the time my erection is appearing, I’m distracted and not thinking about sex.

This is where we have a problem. We have many years of conditioning that says I’m ready to go by the time I get hard. It always worked that way in the past. Now, an erection means that I’m ready to start getting aroused. Since we have well over an hour to get down to business (biznez?), there’s plenty of time for hugging, kissing, petting, and BDSM play first.

We need to figure out how to do this. Friday night was a great start. Mrs. Lion did a lot of CBT before getting to the main event. It was great. We still need to work on the earliest activity. Mrs. Lion began masturbating me from the very first minute. I was hard, after all. I think we need to work on a slower buildup. My hard penis inaccurately communicated my mental state. We need to work on turning me on after the injection and before serious cock attention.

fortune cookie

On Tuesday night I tried another Edex injection. It produced a good erection that also felt very nice. We snuggled while Mrs. Lion played with it. I enjoyed the sensation, but I didn’t feel arousal growing. That’s the weird thing about injection-created boners: the sensation of arousal doesn’t synch up with the erection. Still, the fondling was nice.

After a few minutes, Mrs. Lion asked me if I wanted a blow job. What man ever said no to that request? I got into position, and Mrs. Lion went to work. I felt myself getting more and more aroused. I waited for the good sensations to stop the way they’ve been doing over the last few months. They didn’t. I was getting more and more aroused. It took a while, but I had a wonderful orgasm. To add whipped cream to the sundae, Mrs. Lion got a nice ejaculation as a reward for her efforts. I was amazed that I could have an orgasm only six days after the one before.

We talked about it and agreed that something in the Trimix and Quadmix injections was to blame. Edex, which is pure alprostadil, is the primary ingredient in all boner injections. Trimix contains other drugs to enhance the effect of alprostadil. The Edex did the job, and I had an orgasm. Ta-da!

i’m not my penis

KDPierre commented on my post, “Just The Two Of Us Again,” that his ED caused him a lot of negative feelings tied in with his loss of ability to have sex with his partner. (Forgive me if I simplified your thought) I can understand that. For some reason, I’ve never tied my identity to my ability to fuck or my career. I can’t explain it, but it never occurred to me that my identity has anything to do with external stuff.

As a result of this, I’ve had several different careers with varying degrees of success. When I started losing my ability to get hard, I treated it as a problem to solve. The problem, as I saw it, was that I wanted to ejaculate, and I couldn’t. It didn’t occur to me that Mrs. Lion would think less of me because I couldn’t get a boner. I have great confidence in my ability to use my tongue to satisfy a woman.

The point is that who I am is unrelated to how hard my cock gets or how well I perform my job. I want to be the best at what I do. I take great pride in my work. Right now I’m trying to be a successful writer. That’s not going very well. I don’t think it means that I’m not a good person. It just means I need to figure out how to sell my writing. I like my work. Mrs. Lion likes it. Other people who have read my manuscripts think I am good. I just need to find an agent willing to read the damn book. If I don’t, my self image won’t be crushed. I’ll just keep trying until I get bored and try something else.

It’s like that wonderful fortune cookie said, “The secret to patience is to find something else to do in the meantime.” It’s great advice.