A Long Chat and a Blow Job

Lion and I haven’t been on the same page lately. My lack of a sex drive has been bothering him. He’s not able to reciprocate and that makes him sad. I can understand it. I’d feel bad if I wanted sex and Lion didn’t. I’d miss sucking him and giving him orgasms. I think eventually I’d probably give up sex. I hope Lion doesn’t give up sex. We talked a bit about it yesterday and actually listened to what the other was saying. I think maybe we might be back to a good place.

He didn’t flinch when I brought out the rope last night. He didn’t say he wasn’t in the mood. He just asked if I needed him to move over so I had more room. I tied his balls so they were separated and he was hard fairly quickly. When I told him to lay across the bed so I could suck him, he didn’t hesitate.

Sometimes I go right for the kill. Lion doesn’t like that so much. He needs a bit more time to get in the mood. It’s also why, I assume, sometimes he thinks I’m in a hurry. I’ve been trying to take my time. I let my tongue sweep across him and linger in certain areas I know are sensitive. I start sucking him slowly. I let the feelings build up before I go faster.

I used to go very slow. Lion didn’t really like that either. I mean, the quickness of my movements. Slow in, slow out. My theory was that it made him crazy with all the build up. I guess it drove him crazy, but not because of the build up. He wanted me to go faster. Obviously, there’s a time to go slow and a time to speed up. And it doesn’t need to be all fast or all slow. For example, last night I got Lion to the edge and then slowly let my tongue dance around the head of his penis. That seemed to be torture for him. He wanted more.

Normally, when I untie his balls, it means I’m done with him. Last night, I untied him and he was already starting to get soft when I sucked him to life again. I got him close and then I was done with him. I always like to keep him guessing. I was tempted to give him an orgasm, but I thought he was thinking I would. The last time he had an orgasm it was of the ruined variety. I wanted to make up for that. On the other hand, we’re just getting back in the swing of things and I want to torture him a bit longer. I think we can both wait.

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