I Like To Measure
Ok, I’m competitive. When Mrs. Lion gave me a second orgasm in two days, when the glow wore off, I felt a tinge of regret. Am I having too many orgasms? Do I lose my position in the caged male community? Based on my calculations, the mean time between my orgasms is now an astounding three days. That’s the average number of orgasms for a vanilla guy. The median wait is a more respectable six days. OMG!
It certainly doesn’t feel to me like I come three times a week. The reality I experience is quite different. Mrs. Lion spaces my orgasms irregularly. I can go two weeks on the high side. Generally, the wait is between seven and ten days. And then, Surprise! I get to come two days in a row. I also may get an orgasm two or three times in a single week. There’s just no telling what Lioness will do.
I track my orgasms. The reason is that it’s easy for either of us to remember what happened a month or more ago. Oh, who’s kidding who; I like to keep stats on my chastity. It’s nice to report on it too. Other bloggers like to do that too. Guys who comment on our blog frequently let us know how long they’re waiting too.
It’s easy to forget what enforced chastity is about. In my opinion, it has little to do with length of abstinence. It’s about control. In fact, as Mrs. Lion observed three years ago, being made to ejaculate more frequently is sexual control too. I don’t get to decide when I can come. Mrs. Lion does. It doesn’t matter if it means I wait one day or a year, it’s out of my control. Isn’t that what it’s all about?
I know what you are thinking. Lion isn’t challenged if he gets to come so often. Challenged? How? Is the measure of effective enforced chastity the level of frustration the males feels? If he isn’t horny, has the experience failed?
In those few moments after the orgasmic glow fades, I worry it has. I don’t think so. Enforced chastity isn’t an orgasmic pissing contest. It’s a power exchange. The quality of the power exchange isn’t based on the length of the wait. It’s based on the control the keyholder maintains. Like most guys, I like to measure. I measure and record the waits between ejaculations. Ok, I also measured the equipment more than once to provide information to people making me chastity devices.
We like to assume that bigger is better. I’m average in that area. By extension, we males assume longer waits are better too. I strongly suspect that most keyholders take cues from their caged males as to how long to keep them waiting. Actually, I’m pretty sure that’s the case. What do you think?
Don’t Look a Gift Lioness in the Mouth
Lion is a funny boy. When he’s locked up he wants to be wild. When he’s wild he wants to be locked up. When he’s denied he wants an orgasm. When he gets an orgasm he wants to be denied.
Saturday night, as you know, I gave him an orgasm. That would normally mean Sunday would be a day off. Lion wouldn’t really be horny. He would either remained caged or come out for some fresh air. So I unlocked him and he took a shower and cleaned the cage. Later on we snuggled and I asked if he was horny. He said he wasn’t really but my playing with Mr. Weenie felt nice. Then he asked if we could use the Magic Wand. This is Lion’s favorite non-Lioness toy. When it touches the sweet spot, Lion usually gasps.
I tried to match the Magic Wand to Lion’s thrust speed to see if I could get him to start bucking. Sure enough, he started with the tiniest of movements. He never really did get to the actual bucking stage, but he was thrusting. I thought “why not?” He loves his Magic Wand. He can have another orgasm with it. I edged him a few times and then kept going.
Afterwards, the silly boy asked what’s with coming two nights in a row and said I was ruining his average. Does he really want to come less often? I know two nights in a row can get tiresome after a while. When we first met, he wanted to come every night. And he did for a very long time. I teased him that if he’s worried about his average then he doesn’t have to come for the rest of the year. Uh oh. That’s over two months. That may not be long for some caged males, but my Lion is a bit spoiled. Some might say he’s more than a bit spoiled.
That’s OK. I like giving him orgasms. And I’m sure he appreciates them more than he worries about his average. Right, Lion? [Lion – Yes, Ma’am.]
Is It BDSM Or Is It Domestic Discipline?
It seems that male domestic discipline is an extremely rare practice. That is, the male receives the discipline and the disciplining wife administers it. Still rare, but substantially more popular, is female domestic discipline. Various Christian congregations include this as part of a proper Christian life. The male version has no official sanction, religious or otherwise. Mrs. Lion and I practice the male version. Mrs. Lion spanks me when I break a rule or disobey her. Spanking seems to be the punishment of choice for domestic discipline (DD). However, many couples employ other methods of retribution as well.
There is no social or religious justification for our DD. Our parents or fellow congregants haven’t set examples. You could argue that our DD is just another BDSM practice and not a serious part of our relationship. It’s a fair argument. In my mind, something leaves the realm of BDSM and enters daily life when the practitioners consider the practice a serious part of their normal, daily lives. That doesn’t mean punishments are administered frequently. If anything, frequent punishment would suggest BDSM. It means that the disciplining wife is constantly observing her husband’s behavior and disciplines him when he requires it.
I’ve written a lot about the difference between a BDSM spanking and one for punishment. Some people in the D/S community use disciplinary spanking as part of their scenes. So the intensity and quality of the punishments aren’t truly indicators of the presence of DD. Then, what is? That’s something I have been thinking about lately.
Mrs. Lion and I had a conversation the other night about our female led relationship (FLR) and, by extension, our DD. After over a year, I still handle the finances and we usually operate as a partnership. We never had a goal of transferring the money management to her, but we both imagined that was part of FLR. We also imagined that she would take over almost all decision making in her role. That also hasn’t happened.
Our relationship is peaceful and division of management and chores is very organic. I mentioned to Mrs. Lion that the reason I think we haven’t made more drastic transitions of control is because what we have works for us. She’s shown no desire to assume the ownership of things I manage. Does that mean we can’t have an FLR? I suggested that we can and do. Mrs. Lion makes and enforces rules as she wishes. We do have a FLR, maybe just one in the early stages.
Domestic discipline in our relationship is a little harder to verify. I’ve been practicing BDSM for decades. I’m a switch. In my bottom role, I like to be spanked. You could argue that even though Mrs. Lion administers painful punishment spankings, perhaps on some level I like them. Maybe the rules and punishments for infractions are more of a kinky scene than true DD.
I don’t think the fact I dread these spankings and try to avoid them as an indicator we have DD. It could be part of a D/S game. It could also be true DD. How can we know? For that matter, should we even care?
People who write about DD and claim to be long term practitioners say they have punishment rituals that go beyond a simple, painful spanking. Most say they do use spanking as the primary expression of displeasure. They also claim to use corner time, suspension of privileges, and other forms of punishment used by strict parents. Let’s face it, those activities can also be part of a D/S scene. I know lots of people who use corner time, etc. as part of their play.
It seems to me that the true test of whether a relationship is DD is expressed by intent. If the disciplined husband truly works hard to be “good” and avoid punishment it indicates he is serious. Similarly, if the disciplining wife invests time and energy in observing and promptly correcting her husband’s misbehavior, they have a DD marriage.
I think that definition is the one Mrs. Lion and I agree is the measure of our DD marriage. Most of the work is hers. If she is consistent and strict, I will work hard to be the husband she wants. Over time, all this becomes a natural part of our lives and it stops being work. That’s when I think we can truly say we have a DD marriage. The learning process is painful for me, but even more difficult for Mrs. Lion. She has to learn new patterns of thinking and acting. We’re making progress, but we both have a way to go.
I Don’t Care
We ran our errands yesterday and had some fun with training collar. Well, I had fun. Lion nearly went through the ceiling. Today we’re watching a recording of a football game played in London, way too early for us to watch live. Chores will come later.
Last night we snuggled and then my hands wandered a bit. Lion loves my wandering hands. They usually wander just where he wants them. It didn’t take long for Mr. Weenie to respond.
Lion said my technique with my hand was not doing the trick. He said he needed more pressure on the bottom. Oh? I know this and thought I was doing it, but I played along.
I set myself up between his legs and licked up the bottom of my weenie. “Like that?” Lion moaned and said I had it. So I proceeded to torture him with differing amounts of pressure along the bottom. He really wanted to come.
I don’t normally pay too much attention to Lion’s scheduled date, but I was sure it was today. He always tells me I can check on the right side of the website. I know this. I also know that I’m not going to stop sucking him just to check the date.
Even though I thought I was a day early, I decided I didn’t really care when his date was. I’ll give him an orgasm when I want to give him an orgasm. And Lion, if he knows what’s good for him, won’t argue with that decision. He certainly didn’t last night.
And I started wondering about the scheduled orgasm as a whole. I haven’t talked to Lion yet, and we’ve gone back and forth about it previously, but I’m questioning if we need a scheduled date. Of course, there are pros and cons. I know Lion likes to have a date because he likes plans. But does it matter if I can just disregard the date anyway?
I suppose we can leave it as is. Lion gets his date to plan and I get to do what I want anyway. Another win-win.
