When I went to sign in to work this morning, I discovered our system was down. We’re dead in the water. Most of what we do relies on one program that lives in the cloud. Someone must have done something massive to have screwed it up for this long. No one is sure when it will be fixed which means tomorrow might be more of the same waiting around. I had a lot of work to catch up on, too. The only bright spot, other than getting paid for doing essentially nothing, is that I cleaned my desk off and got some continuing education credits taken care of.
True to my word, last night after I changed the bed, I gave Lion some attention. I didn’t do any anal stuff. We might do that tonight. I’ll have to start out small again because it’s been a long time since we’ve done anything. I gave up wanting to fist him a long time ago. I’m not consistent enough to get him stretched out. If I commit to anal training, I feel like we have to do it every day forever. That’s too much. I don’t want to do anything day after day. I think that’s one of the reasons I told Lion I might get bored.
While it’s true I have enough of a variety of toys to change things up, I get stuck on one or two things. I’m either tying his balls or putting clothespins on or slathering him with Icy Hot. He thinks I like CBT more than anything. That may be true, but I have trouble thinking of anything else to do. Spanking is largely off the table because it’s punishment now. Any anal stuff, as I said, makes me think we’re back in training and we’ll need to do it every day. The Box o’Fun gave us a mixture of things, but it was still pretty much CBT.
I suppose it makes sense that most of what we do would be CBT. After all, the genitals should be involved in sex play. Unless you have a foot fetish, I wouldn’t expect a big toe to be anywhere in the mix. I guess I’m just not really that creative right now. I’ll have to figure out how to get my head back in the game.
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