I’m hoping Lion will be up for play tonight. He wasn’t last night. He keeps apologizing. There’s really no need. I just feel bad that i can’t get him in the mood. I know he’s itchy and grumpy and it’s not anything I’m doing or not doing that’s letting him down, but I wish I could just wave a magic wand and make him horny. I haven’t tried the Magic Wand in a few days. Maybe that’s the key.
I don’t want to put any pressure on Lion. In his mind, he’s broken again. In that sense, I’m the broken one. I’m the one who doesn’t want sex. He just doesn’t feel well enough for it. If he had the flu I don’t think he’d consider himself broken. At least not sexually. And this is all despite the fact that he has come back from it over and over again.
Poor Lion has been very grumpy lately because he’s so itchy. It takes a lot out of him to be so uncomfortable. I understand that and I’ve been very lenient. At some point I might be less lenient. I don’t know when that will be. Maybe it will depend on what level of grumpiness I’m experiencing. For now, I’m being patient with the patient. He can’t help how he feels.
And I’ll keep asking for the Lion weather report and keep offering my services to him every night. At some point he’ll feel well enough to want to play. He still has eight days until his scheduled orgasm. If he goes beyond that point we’ll just play it by ear. There’s no hard and fast rule about when he comes. The only “rule” is that he has to want it.