Failure (or One Reason I Dislike Tease and Deny)
Lion told me about the video he shared in his post. I watched it and decided to try talking to him more while I played with him. I hadn’t decided if I would allow him to come yet, and that was part of what I was telling him as I stroked him. But at a certain point we got our signals crossed and I told him if he didn’t like my talking to him, I could think of a better use for my mouth. He never argues with that logic.
I had pretty much made up my mind that I was going to give him an orgasm, but it wanted to play with him first. I teased the tip. I did long slow thrusts. I did quicker thrusts. All with little breaks in between. None of these would make him come. Or so I thought. I was just about to tell him he could come and I’d be snacking on his semen when it happened. Another ruined orgasm. Crap!
I hadn’t meant to frustrate him. After eight days I really wanted him to have a mind-blowing orgasm. I don’t know why he puts up with my attempts to tease and deny him. Last night I told him he gets in my head when he tells me how well I do it. He builds up my confidence so I think I know what I’m doing. Well, knock it off! Obviously I have more work to do.
Now I have to hope Lion will be ready for his slightly-less-than-mind-blowing orgasm tonight. Even if it does feel good, it won’t be as good as an orgasm after an eight day wait. But I’m sure he will love it anyway.