Admittedly, it was not early, but I did try to get my weenie aroused last night. I wasn’t successful. There could be any number of reasons for this. Maybe it was still too late. Maybe he wasn’t in the mood. Maybe he needed something more than my trying to arouse him by fondling his penis. Maybe he’s still thinking that I don’t want to give him sex because I don’t want sex. Maybe he didn’t want me to “have” to give him attention. For the record, only the first three are acceptable reasons. Unless I’m exhausted from work or chores, and even sometimes when I am, if we’re both feeling well and ready for action, he should get some action.

I’m sort of embarrassed to admit that I forgot all about the restraints he bought recently. This is despite the fact that I have to keep moving them out of the way. I know he likes being tied up. It’s a sure-fire way to turn him on. I just don’t seem to know what to do with him once he’s tied up. I know that sounds stupid. Technically there’s nothing I can’t do to him tied that I couldn’t do untied, except giving him a blow job. He normally lays across the bed for that and I don’t think the restraints would work in that direction. I’m also not as nimble as I used to be, so climbing around him isn’t as easy. It isn’t just me who isn’t as nimble. Aside from moving across the bed for a blow job, Lion doesn’t move as easily either. Of course, he’s never moved much.

This morning, Lion asked if we could use the restraints. He said they’re good ones. Hint, hint. The straps are already sitting on the bed. We’re halfway there. All I have to do is hook him up.

Technically we’re still under a flood warning through Tuesday. However, it’s not raining so far today. That may give me just enough time to get the small fridge I’ve been trying to get. One good thing about having a pickup is that you can pick up things. One bad thing about having that pickup in the northwest in fall/winter is that it rains (a lot) and picking up things without getting them wet is very difficult.

Picking up balls is somewhat of a specialty of mine–Lion’s balls, that is. I tied them up pretty well last night. It’s been a few days since I promised to do it and I was glad to see Lion was amicable. His tummy had bothered him earlier in the day, but he was ready, willing and able to get aroused by evening. I’m sure having his balls tied helped his erection along. I was able to edge him by hand. I haven’t done that in a long time. I usually run out of steam and my shoulders hurt so I have to switch to my mouth. Last night I played through the pain. It was just a matter of changing positions a few times.

It was nice to see Lion’s face while I was jerking him off. It’s been a long time since my hand has worked for edging him. I think he just likes my mouth better than my hand. I told him that if he can get another wonderful erection tonight, he might just have the Lion ride he’s been waiting for. His balls won’t be tied. That would be too much pressure on them. Of course, I won’t see Lion’s face when I ride him. We do reverse cowgirl because it’s more conducive to an orgasm for him. I see his feet. Obviously, they aren’t as cute as his face. However, they are pretty expressive. His toes start to curl when he’s close. If all goes well, he’ll have a toe-curling orgasm tonight.

I have so many balls in the air right now, I’m just thankful two of them belong to Lion. I got to play with those balls last night while I slid my fingers around in his ass. I figured my fingers were more intimate than a butt plug and I need to start him off slower than shoving a butt plug in. It was a happy coincidence that his balls were hanging down while I was in the neighborhood. I know I’m weird on so many levels, but I like balls. Many women don’t. And those who do tend not to like dangling balls. I love them. It’s one of my favorite views of Lion. I love watching him bend over to pick something up. Yum!

I play with his balls a lot while I masturbate him. I kiss them, squeeze them, tickle them, yank on them, etc. They are a multipurpose toy, really. And they are a pretty good indicator of when he’s getting very close. His balls tend to pull, shrink, for want of a better word, when he’s about to come. I don’t know the mechanics of it all, but it seems reliable. Once they make their ascent and the skin wrinkles up, he’s almost there. I wonder if there’s a similar indication for women.

Last night was the first step in getting things back to normal. I won’t say we’re fixed yet, but we have to start somewhere. I think tonight I’m going to insist on sucking him. It’s not just for his benefit, although I’m sure he’ll enjoy it. I love having him in my mouth. (See above statement about being weird.) I especially love when he gets hard in my mouth. There’s something powerful about taking a lump of soft skin and transforming it into a super-hard piece of man meat.

I hope I can get him super hard tonight. I haven’t been doing a very good job getting him hard lately. He’s not in a particularly horny place in his wait cycle, although last night he said he was very horny after we stopped. I may start out with some more ass play, but I also want to tie his balls up. I don’t know if I’ll separate them or keep them bound together, but I see some rope around his balls in the near future.

Perhaps I’m overthinking it, but I’m not sure how to tie Lion to the bed while I suck on him. Our restraints are based on his being in bed the normal way. When I suck him, he lays across the bed. It may be as simple as just attaching his hands to one side of the bed and his feet to the other. But a bed isn’t necessarily square so it may not work as well as I hope. We may have to experiment. I don’t think Lion will mind experimenting with bondage.

Lion was still sneezing and stuffy last night. For some reason, my sinuses were hurting too. Maybe it was sympathy pains. I decided to push off his spanking another day. I want all his attention focused on his rear end, not his nose. Besides, as Lion just reminded me, today is punishment day.

In his post yesterday, Lion says he doesn’t normally feel like doing anything sexual after a punishment spanking. I thought it was fine as long as there was some time in between. We don’t have to play after punishment. It makes more sense to have him stew in his own juices, so to speak. Rather than distract him from the pain, I’ll leave him to consider each movement and how much it hurts then and ponder how much it will hurt the next day. That’s a much more valuable use of his time. We can play the next day.

On that note, I will give Lion something to look forward to. On Sunday, I will tie him to the bed again. This time it will be face up. I haven’t decide what evil thing I will do to him once he’s in that position, but he has very little say in it anyway. It might be something he’ll enjoy. It might be something he won’t. I know he’ll like being tied up and from there he might be sorry I ever got new restraints.

He knows the things he won’t like. I’m talking about those tiny clothespins, IcyHot, ball swats, etc. While he will stay still if I use them when he’s not restrained, he obviously has no choice when he is. Then there’s the irony. He wants me to tie him up even though it means I can do the evil things to him. Of course, the larger irony is that he wants painful things done to him but insists he doesn’t like it while it’s happening. He maintains that it turns him on thinking about it before and after, but not during. I still don’t get it. Good thing I don’t need to get it to do it.