The past few days have been a blur. This morning I had delusions of doing a load of laundry. I fed the animals, decided to get warm under the blankets, and was suddenly waking up from a nap I didn’t know I needed. Lion said the same thing happened to him.
Our FLR and chastity life has been on hold since Wednesday. It’s impossible to care about sex or play when you’re sick. The other day I told Lion that I was suspending the rules. I hadn’t been paying attention. I didn’t know if he was waiting for me to eat or not. I figured if I didn’t have the energy to hold him to the rules, he may not have the energy to follow them. He said he had been following them. I told him he didn’t have to. He said he wanted to. What the hell? Why argue with me when I’m giving him an out?
But, now that I think about it, Lion was not arguing. He was trying to maintain whatever normalcy he could. That’s probably why he didn’t want to be unlocked while he was home. It would just be one more thing that was wrong.
Right now, I think I’m feeling a bit better. Of course, I could be waking up from another nap in a little while. And when I feel better, 2.0 will be back. I think Lion will be happy about that. We both will.