The thought occurred to me today that, since Lion has been self-stimulating himself, he might be more ready for anal action. I don’t know if this is the case. I’m assuming the probe has loosened him up somewhat. If nothing else, he’s probably used to something invading his posterior. Of course, the opposite might be true. Or, in fact, any other anal invasion could reverse the good the stimulation is doing. That last idea just came to me.

I wasn’t chomping at the bit to do anal activity. I know Lion likes some attention here and there. It was only because he’s been stimulating his muscles or prostate or whatever the probe is doing that I thought about anything anal. For all I know, the anal we’ve done in the past could be the cause of his problem now. On the other hand, maybe doing more anal might have headed off his issue. I just don’t know. I’m not sure anyone does. We’ll discuss this and get back to you. [Lion — The EMS stimulation is building up my pelvic floor muscles (kegel), which has nothing to do with anal play. My prostate is uninvolved. If she likes, Mrs. Lion can insert the probe.]

Today is the first day of my “coming attractions” experiment. Can I give Lion hints about what’s to come without sending an email? I’ve left things on the bed in the past, and he’d wondered if they were there as a precursor of future play. Sometimes it was. I put it there so I wouldn’t forget. Other times, it was just there because I hadn’t gotten around to putting it away yet. For the past few days, I’ve been thinking about putting the frilly panties on the bed at night and telling him I expect him to wear them the next day. And then I forget to do it. I could put them on the bed now and tell him to wear them after lunch. I could even put them there now and tell him he’s wearing them tomorrow. Assuming I can remember, I’ll do one of those.

I have a lot to do around here today. Things have been piling up. Along the way, I’ll drop hints for Lion about what will happen later. It’s not just the panties he’ll have to think about.

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Diaper or panties? Which should I make Lion wear?

A while ago, I needed to be in the office for part of the day. I was going to make Lion wear a pair of frilly panties. I forgot. When I told him about it, he said I could do that any day. While that is true, the purpose of wearing the panties was for him to be reminded of me even if I was twenty miles away at work. I’ve had three opportunities in the past few weeks to make him wear the panties and I’ve forgotten every time. I guess I will have to make him wear them when I’m home.

I could also have him wear a diaper from time to time. He hates that, especially when I make the rule that he can change when he’s saturated, but he has to pee in the fresh diaper as soon as he puts it on. In other words, he may have peed three times in a diaper before he’s allowed to change it and as soon as he puts a clean one on, he has to pee immediately. This ensures he’s never in a dry diaper and, therefore, he’s always uncomfortable.

I’ve never asked him if he prefers wearing panties or a diaper. He’ll wonder what difference his preference is. I’ll make him to whatever I want anyway. It matters because I’m asking him. I know he hates both. I want to know which he hates more. What will I do with that information? Maybe nothing. Maybe I’ll decide I only want to make him slightly uncomfortable on a given day. Another day, I might decide I want him more uncomfortable. It’s quite possible he hates both equally but for different reasons. Maybe the frilly panties are too girly for him and the diapers are too yucky.

Whatever his reasons, I see frilly panties and diapers in Lion’s future. I’m psychic like that.


We were both tired last night. My shoulders have been hurting. I assume that’s from wrestling with the dog. They’ve hurt for a long time, but she definitely aggravates them. Tonight, I have to lift her onto the grooming table to cut her nails. I can’t imagine that will do my shoulders any good. However, I want to take a stab at playing with Lion.

We’ve been putting the dog on the leash today. She argued at first, but now she’s resigned to the fact that she’s not going very far. I can try that tonight when I attempt to get Lion all riled up. It’s only been a few days since his orgasm, but we need to get things going if we’re going to keep up with our four orgasms a month goal. If we are lax now, we’ll be skidding into the end of the year trying to have three orgasms a day. And you know that ain’t happening.

I keep forgetting to mention that when I went into work a few weeks ago, I was going to make Lion wear some pretty panties. I wanted him to think of me even though I wasn’t around. Of course, I can make him wear panties any time I want. The point was to do it on a day I was gone. I don’t usually remind him who’s in charge. The panties would have done it for me.

The dog’s shock collar was delivered this morning. I have it charging. We needed something to snap her out of her craziness when she’s jumping on Lion. He mentioned that now they both have shock collars. Maybe he could wear his during the day and I could give him little love zaps throughout the day. I wonder if he’d rather have the panties or the shock collar remind him who’s in charge? The panties are definitely more subtle.

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Lion is wearing these panties.

I haven’t been feeling well the past few days. I don’t know if it was connected or not, but it started with my stomach and with the stomach still lurking in the background, I got a headache. Then the headache lurked in the background and said just sleep off and on all day. And, of course, I didn’t get to sleep until 2 am so I slept late-ish this morning. Anyway, the point is, I’m not feeling 100%. There was no way I was going to give Lion any attention last night, play or sex or whatever you want to call it.

When I did the dinner dishes, I noticed Lion hadn’t put the coffee pot together. He’d taken his mid-morning break and was in the kitchen but he hadn’t done it. I was pretty sure I wouldn’t be in the mood to punish him when I “caught” him in the morning, so I decided to give him a hint. I asked if he forgot something. He didn’t think so. Then he thought of the coffee pot. He did it right away. As it turns out, I slept so late that he started the coffee anyway so he would have caught his mistake this morning.

I know what you’re thinking. I did him a disservice by reminding him. The way I look at it is I did myself a great service by not having to punish him. I really feel drained. It’s like I can’t possibly get enough sleep. I think Lion is in the same boat because he dozes off a lot too. Maybe it’s the social distancing coma. The more we don’t do things, the more we don’t want to do things. There’s no motivation.

Well, I do have some motivation today. I need to make us masks so we can take a fairly scary trip to Seattle to get Lion’s eyes checked. He’s losing some vision and his pressures need to be checked. Every time we leave the house, even if we follow all the guidelines, I’m afraid we’ll bring the virus home with us. Since hospitals already have all the sick people, it’s very scary to be going to one right now. Luckily, we won’t be anywhere near the emergency department or patient rooms. That makes it only slightly less scary.

I also have a video conference with work today. The scuttlebutt is that they want us back to work by May 4. The other boss would like it to be May 18. Obviously, of the two, I’d rather have May 18. But I really don’t think either is a safe bet. Even with masks there’s no real way to do social distancing in my tiny office. I know they need the income for the practice but I’m not sure it’s the right thing to do.

On Saturday or Sunday, I thought maybe I’d get around to waxing Lion this week. At that point, I didn’t feel yucky and he didn’t have a doctor’s appointment. I know after tomorrow neither of us are going anywhere so there’s no problem with pushing it off till Friday or the weekend or next week. I just want it on the record that I had the plan. It was me. Lion wasn’t nagging me. I know he wants it done. He’s mentioned it, but it was my plan. And then it went to hell like most of my other plans.

Today I’ll see if I can remain upright for more of the day. Maybe Lion will get some action during the day. If I can figure where I put his panties, maybe he’ll be wearing them this afternoon. Time to get motivated.

[Lion — She found them. I’m wearing them now.]