Here we are at another weekend. I’m pretty sure I won’t wind up on the roof because the new antenna and bracket have not arrived. I hope I’ll get some other stuff done around here, but Lion wants to “do something outdoors”. I’m not sure what that means. Is it having dinner outside? Is it a short road trip? In either case, I should have at least one day to accomplish something.
I learned another task at work yesterday. I’ve spent most of my day being confused. That’s not a good thing on a Friday. I’m considering switching back to something I understand for the rest of the day and getting a fresh start on Monday. I can only stare blankly at a screen for so long.
Lion suggested doing another boner injection this afternoon. This morning I told him maybe. I wanted to see how I felt as the day went on, knowing I’d have a confusing day at work. At this point, almost 2:30, I’d say we’re a go for boner juice. I think he’s doing the same dose to see if we can replicate the results. I’m under the assumption that he may react differently to the same dose on two separate occasions. If that’s true, how will we know when we actually have the correct dose? I’m not sure. We’re still at the trial and error phase. I guess we just hope for the best.
We’ve both talked about how we’ll incorporate play. I’m not sure we should consider it until we’ve found the correct dosage. It may put too much pressure on us. On the other hand, we may have a repeat of the other day when he was erect but not turned on. In the back of my mind, I keep thinking about him saying I need to get him a little excited before I put IcyHot on him (or any other type of play). It always seemed to be at cross-purposes. We’re playing to turn him on, but I have to get him turned on to play with him. The boner juice adds yet another layer. I still haven’t gotten my mind wrapped around how everything will work together.
