Perhaps, I’m learning what to do at work. I’ve learned three tasks so far. Two of them are very involved and, even with all my notes, I know I’m forgetting things. Luckily, the company realizes there’s a lot to keep track of and allows a long grace period.
The dog is back home. She had what the vet described as a hair ball. It might have been grass but there was a fairly large matted ball of stuff. She seems happy to be home and we’re definitely glad to have her home. It was weird peeing all by myself for the past few days. Usually, she doesn’t let me out of her sight for long.
Lion has been having some issues lately. He’s not getting the attention he needs. Even though I’ve agreed to spank him on punishment days or give him attention on sex days, it may not be exactly the kind of attention he’s looking for. I do tie his balls sometimes, but he would love to be tied to the bed. Both are bondage, but they are significantly different. As stupid as it sounds, I’m not very good at coming up with ideas for playing with him. That’s where the box o’fun came into play. He picked a card and that’s what we did.
I think he feels neglected right now. I have a lot going on at the moment. Now that the dog is taken care of, that’s one thing off my plate. Work will be less stressful as I go along. I do a lot around here and sometimes that feels overwhelming. I need to figure out how to deal with that. I need to deal with a lot of things better. We both do.
Okay. This may be hollow, but I’m committing to using the box o’fun and to working on communicating with Lion better. I know it doesn’t mean much unless I follow through. I have to make Lion the priority.
