Lion isn’t feeling well. He has a cough that may be progressing into a head cold. It isn’t as bad as the Black Death we had in March, but he’s down for the count. I told him to stay in bed today. Let’s see if he listens.
As Lion said, we haven’t been doing any playing. I’ve been taking my cues from him and he hasn’t seemed to want to for a while. I figured it had something to do with the job. He is very excited about it, but he’s also nervous. He’s worried about all the new things he’ll have to learn in a short amount of time. Although he’s read tons of material about the company, he really doesn’t know anything about the day to day operations of his particular area. He’s afraid he won’t be able to hang onto this job. He doesn’t want to disappoint me. That’s a lot to have on your plate. It’s understandable if he doesn’t want to play. And now he has the added “bonus” of not feeling well.
The one thing Lion does not have to worry about is disappointing me. If the job doesn’t work out, we’ll move on to the next thing. What is that? I have no idea. But we’ll figure it out. If he’s too sick to go on our trip this weekend, it’s no big deal. It’s more important that he feel better. It may sound sappy, but we stick together through thick and thin.
This may make for boring reading when you came here looking for talk about female led relationship and enforced chastity. I assume you’re also here for the way a real couple makes its way through the day to day of FLR and enforced chastity. Well, sometimes there are stumbling blocks along the way. Real life is rarely as exciting as the fantasy blogs. Sooner or later we’ll get around to playing again. I’m assuming it will happen once Lion gets through the first week jitters.
Since unlocking him for our trip, Lion has remained wild. We were only going to be home for a few days before the next trip so I figured he could be wild. He’s had enough orgasms that he shouldn’t be tempted to cheat. And now that he’s sick, it’s probably one of the last things on his mind. He also has the first day of work coming up and a plane trip for which he will have to be wild. If we don’t go camping this weekend, I’ll lock him up again for a few days.
I suppose I could put my foot down and insist that we not go anywhere this weekend so he can recover from his cold and be well rested for his job. I do have that power. I just don’t want to put the brakes on the trip if Lion is really looking forward to it. This is when I feel like his mother. “I know you want to go to Johnnie’s birthday party, but don’t you want to be well enough for your championship soccer game on Tuesday?” In the overall scheme of things, it’s more important for him to be ready for work than to go camping again. We’ll have to discuss it tonight.