Stay Fat

I have to admit, I don’t know what to do with the information that Lion’s low blood pressure may be to blame for his not being able to get and/or maintain an erection. On one hand, I’m glad there’s a possible reason. It’s not just me not being able to arouse him. On the other hand, low blood pressure is nothing to mess around with. Who knows how long this has been going on? It may actually explain the cause of his falling and becoming unresponsive. He said he wasn’t dizzy. He was tired and just sank to the floor. I’m no doctor but it seems to me that could happen with low blood pressure.

The problem I’m having with this knowledge is that I wonder what the point is of giving him attention if he can’t get it up. Obviously, he can still have fun. I’m sure he’s not completely out of commission. I don’t think his blood pressure is low all the time. Since neither of us can know ahead of time how things will go, it lends itself to disappointment on both sides. I don’t mean he’ll disappoint me. I worry about disappointing him. If my arm didn’t start to go numb, I know I could get him to the edge. Of course, I don’t know. But that’s what I worry about. I think he’s worried about my hurting myself trying to get him to the edge. He’s also worried about being broken. I guess, in a sense, he is. But it’s a good way to be broken. As long as we can get his blood pressure in a normal range, it should be fixed.

See what happens when you lose weight? The medications do too good a job and it screws with your erections. Save yourself! Stay fat.

We’ll just have to play like normal and be happy with what we get. I’m always happy with what I get. Except when I don’t get Lion cream.

I need Lion cream.