Lion thinks you may have taken me seriously in my post yesterday. I think you understood that I was just teasing him because he always says “poor Lion”. I know he feels bad that he doesn’t contribute as much as he used to in terms of household chores. I wasn’t even thinking about how much money he is or isn’t bringing in. I never equate a person’s worth as a person with their financial wealth. I’ve known quite a few people who had a lot of money in the back and I still wouldn’t want to be around. And I know writing is hard work. That’s why I used quotes. The funny thing is when I was in high school and my first stint in college, I wanted to be a writer. I never thought I’d write the Great American Novel, but I thought I might make a living at it. Lion is a thousand times better at writing than I am.

This morning Lion discovered that my truck registration was expired. Oops. I just drove it on Sunday. We never got the renewal notice and, let’s be honest, who was thinking about truck registration when we’re trying not to die during a pandemic. I remember being with my parents a long time ago when my father got pulled over for speeding. His registration was expired. I guess my mother looked sufficiently surprised because the cop only gave my father a warning for both speeding and expired registration. If I’d gotten pulled over, I probably would have had the same surprised look on my face. Luckily, our local motor vehicle department is open so I renewed it right away.

We didn’t do any anal play last night. I pulled out my trusty rope and tied Lion’s balls up. I stretched and separated them and had bouncing balls while I jerked him off. Eventually, I had him move into the sucking position. With his balls tied, I could tug on him when he tried to roll his hips away from me. I don’t think he intentionally tries to get away from me. It’s a reflex. Anyway, when he started to move, I tugged a little and corrected the issue. I got him to the edge once and was trying for a second when he lost his erection. Maybe I tied him too tight. Maybe he didn’t like being tugged. Maybe it was 41 degrees outside with the wind from the west. The point is, there isn’t always a reason for his losing an erection. And he doesn’t always even have to have an erection to have fun. There have been a lot of times he said he wasn’t going to get anywhere but sucking him felt really good. I consider that a win.

I think today is day twelve of Lion’s wait. So far he hasn’t been incredibly horny or frustrated. Sometimes I’ve used that as a gauge for when to give him an orgasm. Other times I give him an orgasm as sort of a reset button. Clear out the pipes and start over again. I don’t know what I’ll do this time. I tend to do it on a whim. Lion doesn’t usually argue with my system, or lack thereof. He’s just happy to have attention.

Not only did we not play any earlier last night, but we also didn’t do anything anal. Lion was snoozing while I took care of the dinner dishes and he didn’t like the idea of having a butt plug inserted while he was still groggy. I can’t say I blame him. I know a butt plug isn’t exactly comfortable for him, but you’ve got to want one to “enjoy” it.

Despite not having anal activity, Lion was ready for action. I’m not quite sure what changed from one night to the next (I guess I never am), but he was definitely horny. He made it to the edge fairly quickly. I got him there twice before I had to stop.

I seem to be having a problem when it comes to sucking Lion. I think when he’s excited he tends to roll his hips and that changes the angle. It strains my neck and I’m not able to continue for long after that. I’ve tried moving up a bit, figuring that might change the angle back, but I’ve had limited success so far. It doesn’t happen all the time. Last night I was thinking maybe I needed to be on a pillow to elevate myself, but I’m not sure it’s about my being higher. This afternoon I wondered if it’s the angle of Lion’s body that does it. That might explain why it happens sometimes and not others.

Maybe if Lion is in more of a sitting position it would help. I’m not suggesting he sit up. If his head and back are elevated, if he does roll his hips they might not move away from me. It’s worth a try at least. Not only would I be more comfortable, but I’d also be able to suck Lion longer. Of course, he doesn’t care about longer necessarily. He just needs me to suck him long enough. He talks a good game, but I know he likes being frustrated. I guess it makes the orgasm feel that much sweeter when it finally happens.

When Lion is due for a punishment, I usually give it to him before I take my shower. I figure he’ll have that long to recuperate and a while later we can have some fun. However, last night he was snoozing off and on through Wheel of Fortune and Jeopardy. He was also snoozing when I went to take my shower. I decided to let him snooze. Obviously he was tired. I can always whomp him today.

When it was time to play, I decided to have some clothespin fun. Of course, Lion doesn’t necessarily consider it fun. That’s because I find all those “good” spots that he’d rather I miss. And, when I know I’ve hit a good spot, I flick and pull the clothespin so it hurts even more. He usually gets pretty hard so I know he’s not really in too much pain. Besides, the wincing just makes it more fun.

Eventually, I yanked all the clothespins off and asked if he’d rather be sucked or have me continue with my handwork. He opted for sucking. I figured he would. Initially, he said I was sucking too hard. Is there such a thing? I backed off and he seemed to be doing better. As soon as I got him to the edge, I took a peek at his whiteboard where he shows his wait time. He was at 14 days. I debated in my head whether I should just edge him or if 14 days was enough of a wait. Then I was trying to remember how many orgasms he had last year. He wrote a post about it but I can’t remember. [Lion — I had 33 orgasms in 2020. I’ve had 272 in the last 5 years. This is an average of 54/year.] Then I was trying to figure out if two orgasms a month (on average) would match last year or if that’s too few. Lion would probably say it’s too few. And I was trying to decide if he’d be upset about getting an orgasm so soon, given the fact that he’s only been pretty horny for the past week or so.

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In the end, it was taking him so long to get there, I almost gave up. Everything was hurting. I was determined. I needed him to make it. I also needed to stop. I pushed both of us on. I knew he was close. I just had to get him closer. And finally I did. Finally. I got a nice mouthful of yummy goodness and he got less frustrated. And now the count starts again.

Usually, it’s men who have problems with stamina. Not all men, obviously, but when you hear the words stamina and sex in the same sentence, most people would think of men. I assume it’s in relation to how long they can keep going given the fact that women tend to take longer to climax. In our relationship, I don’t care about sex. It’s not Lion that has the stamina problem.

Yesterday, I said I want to perfect the art of the blow job. Lion graciously offered his body for training purposes. What a guy! Last night, however, it became apparent that I need to work on my stamina too. I’m not saying it took Lion a long time to get hard or anywhere near the edge, but I crapped out before he did. The problem was that my arm went numb. A few nights ago, my shoulders started to hurt. It’s the position I’m in that’s the culprit. And the problem is that once I get him going, I don’t want to change position because that interrupts the flow.

I keep thinking if he’d just get to the edge right now, I’ll be okay. The smart thing would be to interrupt the flow even if it means going back a few squares in his journey to the edge because I’d be better able to continue until he actually reaches said edge. I would rather have him decide he’s done while I can continue than disappoint him when I have to stop. I know I had him going last night. I tried shifting without interruption, but it didn’t work. Tonight, assuming there’s an issue, I’ll stop if I have to change positions.

And if I do have to stop, it’s an opportunity to tease him a little more rather than going right back to sucking him. If he’s already riled up, he should love having my tongue play with that sensitive spot just under his head. I guess change isn’t always a bad thing.