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In: CBT, Edging, Orgasm
clothespins on lion's balls
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It seems Lion didn’t know he was the one who had to decide when to do a boner shot. Have I not been saying it for at least a week now? I even mentioned that it might be difficult for him because he has a hard time initiating. It doesn’t make any sense for me to decide when to do it because if he’s not in the mood, there’s no reason to waste the boner juice. Could he get in the mood if I make him do one and then tie him to the bed? Of course. However, I don’t want to take that chance. [Lion — No risk there! That would be big fun!]

Once again, he forgot to do his workday email. I didn’t even notice. I’ve been learning yet another new thing at work, and I guess I’ve been preoccupied with that. When I read his post for today, I realized he had forgotten. We both forgot. Last night, I wasn’t in the mood to spank him. I was waiting for him to do a boner shot after his shower. For a long time, he said one problem with his not being able to get an erection was that we played too late. He wanted sex earlier. I guess now that he can have a boner on demand, we don’t have to play early.

After dinner, when our bellies were full of minestrone soup, he asked me to bring him the Edex. I hadn’t planned what I was going to do to him. I still haven’t looked for the restraints. But clothespins and rope are usually easy to find. I picked clothespins. He did the shot, and I did the clothespins. In between yanking on the clothespins, I yanked on the weenie. And when I’d pulled all the clothespins off, slowly over time, I asked if he wanted me to suck him. Silly question, I know.

I admit it. I was mean. I got him going, and I stopped when he was getting close. Meanie. He was surprised. I’ve been somewhat afraid to edge him again, but since we’re back to playing, I figured edging is back on the table, too. I considered doing it a second time, but I really wanted him to have an orgasm, and stopping again might have made that less possible. So, he had his orgasm, and I had my cream filling.

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In: Orgasm, Punishment

While Lion takes his shower, I have to change the bed. I get behind with laundry and don’t change it as often as I should. Lion gets itchy when it goes too long. He’s allergic to the dog. Of course, that doesn’t stop him from getting golden retrievers.

Once the bed is clean and all the dog fur/crumbs are gone, I was going to tell him to take a boner shot. However, I just looked and he was a half hour late with his morning email. It’s no longer morning when it’s past noon. Apparently he needs another reminder. Now I have to change the bed, swat the Lion and, if I’m feeling generous, torture him in some way before I give him an orgasm. A lioness’ work is never done.

The last time he wanted to do a boner shot and I had to punish him, he didn’t feel like doing the boner shot after all. He doesn’t like when I won’t do punishment and sex on the same night, but I don’t think he’s very happy to do it either. Does it depend on how bad the beating is? Maybe it depends on how mad he is at himself for breaking a rule. He can’t be mad at me. I’m only doing what the silly boy asked me to do. And, let’s be fair, he really trained me to do it. Is it my fault if I’m a good student? [Lion — GRRR]

Why should I leave it up to him whether he has sex after his spanking? I want him to enjoy it. Plus, everything is consensual. If he says no to playing on a given night, it wouldn’t be right to make him. That’s not how it works. On the other hand, if he’s just got hurt feelings from the spanking, refusing sex doesn’t seem right either. I’ll have to be a detective to figure out what the issue really is. Of course, this is all assuming he doesn’t want sex after his buns have been whomped. Maybe he will.

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In: Orgasm

You may remember Lion’s long, dry spell for orgasms. The most I ever made him wait between orgasms when we were practicing orgasm denial was 28 days. I only did it once. That was enough. Recently, with his issues getting hard, he went ninety-eight days between orgasms. It wasn’t my fault. I was ready, willing, and able to give him an orgasm. I tried a bunch of times. I’m not saying it was his fault. I’m merely pointing out that I wasn’t mean enough to make him wait that long.

My theory is that something in the Trimix and Quadmix injections was causing a problem. He could get hard. He just couldn’t have an orgasm. Well, that’s not entirely true. Once we figured out the dosage, he did have two orgasms fairly close together using Trimix. And then that luck ran out. I don’t know what made him try the “travel” version, Edex. It’s one of the drugs in Trimix and Quadmix. It comes as a powder that’s mixed in the syringe, so it does not require refrigeration. We’ve been having good luck with it, except the one time I told him to inject too close to the head.

Last night, he did another injection of Edex. Sproing! My weenie stood right up, looking for action. I consider this the last of the experimental tries. We wanted to make sure we got a dose that produced consistent boners. Check. From now on, we can play. I gave his balls a few swats last night as an appetizer for things to come. No pun intended. Clothespins and bondage will certainly get his motor running. I don’t know if that means he’ll be quicker getting to the edge or not. What matters is that the orgasm drought appears to be over. Last night, we had another successful liftoff, and I got more cream filling. For a while, his orgasms did not come with cream filling. I tease him about cream filling. As much as I enjoy it, it’s more important to me that he has an orgasm.

I’m glad we’re back in business.

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In: Orgasm

Working from home and not doing much of anything else has made me a lump. On both Saturday and Sunday, I did a lot of walking while my family was here. I’m still so tired. I don’t think I’ve been sleeping well, either. Yesterday, I just wanted to stay snuggled in bed. Today, I’m working, but I feel like I need a vacation from my vacation.

Lion wanted to try another shot of boner juice yesterday. Between getting the house ready for company, having company, and resting up from having company, we haven’t done anything sexual. I don’t keep track of how long it’s been since his last orgasm, but I know Lion is obviously very aware. He was concerned he’d never have another orgasm. Once he had one, he wondered if he’d have any more. Questions asked and answered.

It’s strange to me that the boner juice with only one drug is so much more effective for him than either the Trimix or Quadmix. I’d think the combo would work better. Why else would they combine them? One is good, three is better, and four should be the best. Nope. Oddball Lion does better with one drug. I’m wondering if the other two drugs in Trimix were part of his inability to orgasm. They’re probably responsible for the pain, too.

I am happy to report that we seem to have some consistency now. The dosage of .5 ml looks very promising. He gets a nice boner that lasts. And his orgasm drought appears to be over. He’s had two very productive orgasms with that level of drug. I don’t think he’s any hornier than he was with the other drugs. I truly think the villain was one of the drugs in Trimix and Quadmix. I don’t know if Edex is cheaper, but it doesn’t need to be refrigerated, and I think it also has a longer shelf life. Win-win-win.

Now that we know he isn’t broken, I can torture him and still collect my cream filling. Yum!

[Lion — It was six days between orgasms! Edex is a lot more expensive than Trimix and Quadmix. It retails for $500 for six doses. Trimix is $145 for eleven. Fortunately, my insurance covers Edex (Go figure!), and I get three six-dose kits for $200. That’s about the same cost to me as the Trimix.)