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I received a comment yesterday, asking if I’ve considered having Lion edge himself. Actually, I have not. Fairly recently I did consider allowing him to masturbate himself to orgasm while I watched. Lion and I discussed it and decided it would be a slippery slope.

When we first started enforced chastity, I asked Lion to masturbate for me. I wanted to see his technique. How did he hold himself? How fast did he go? Did he speed up toward the end? Did he change his grip at all? Yes, I’d given him hand jobs before. But I wanted to know how he did it. Since he’d no longer be allowed to do it, it seemed to me the least I could do is try to give him the same effect from time to time. I don’t think I’ve ever gotten it quite perfect, but in some ways Lion says it’s better because it’s my touch instead of his.

I have no doubt that Lion would stop in time. I don’t think he’d “accidentally” give himself an orgasm. But I wouldn’t want to tempt him. For one thing, it would bring back memories of when the only sexual satisfaction he got was by his own hand. Dark days. And then I’d tell him to stop just short of his goal. I don’t think so.

Something that just crossed my mind, and it’s probably a horrible idea, is to institute a “wild Lion, anything goes” day. For one day he’d be able to touch himself all he wanted and even masturbate all he wanted. Sort of like a Vegas vacation. What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas type of thing. I don’t think he’d even want to masturbate. He says it doesn’t even cross his mind anymore. On one hand, it might be nice for him to be completely free for a day. On the other hand, dark days.

I think we’ll stick to our arrangement we have now. He’ll keep his hands off Mr. Weenie, and I won’t.

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In: Lion's Journal, Masturbation

One of the very first rules I was given was that I was not allowed to masturbate. Obviously, almost all of the time that is impossible. I’m locked in my chastity device almost all of the time. In the past, I was allowed to go wild for a few days at a time in the summer when we traveled in our camper. When home, I’m only wild when Mrs. Lion wants access. Sometimes she leaves me uncaged for a while after play and allows me to shower without my cage.

She always makes it very clear that a shower with no cage is not an invitation to jerk off. I get it. I can, however, clean up down there which includes some hand-to-penis contact. It feels good rub soap over my cock and balls. Sometimes I wash very carefully and I get hard. I’m never in any danger of a self-induced orgasm, but I admit the cleaning feels very good.

A couple of weeks ago after my shower, I asked Mrs. Lion to amplify her interpretation of the no touching rule. I wondered if my nearly-accidental erection was a violation. I didn’t tell her why I was asking, just an innocent inquiry. She said that sexual touching is not allowed. OK, careful cleaning isn’t sexual touching, is it?

Jerking off isn’t the issue. But then I started to think about spirit of the law. I realized that I enjoy those showers when my cage is off. I like the unfettered opportunity to soap and rinse. I also like those times after Mrs. Lion finishes and allows me to remain wild. I get nice sensations from anything that happens to touch my penis. That’s not surprising since she just finished edging me several times. My sexual sensitivity is heightened.

I know this can seem like small stuff to you. But remember I’m in my third year of virtually no penis access. So a chance to soap up and rinse or even feel the sheets against my penis is quite exciting to me. Should I be allowed even those small, sexy contacts? Clearly they are unauthorized and if I am allowed to be uncaged without close supervision, pretty much impossible to prevent. Of course, if I am caged immediately after play and not allowed any showers while wild, much touching would be prevented.

Mrs. Lion has me take off and put on the base ring of my chastity device. That is authorized touching. Maybe my hands belong away from my penis at all times. I wonder what it would be like if I had no physical contact of any kind with it. Would it heighten my hunger for sexual contact? Would it affect me emotionally? Would I learn to avoid any contact with my penis even when uncaged?

Since the last time I masturbated was in 2014, I don’t even think about that as something I could do even if wild. I wonder if extended inability to have any contact with my penis would condition me to avoid even non-sexual contact.

For this to happen, Mrs. Lion would have to remove and replace the base ring of my cage. She would also have to do any uncaged penis-washing and closely supervise me if allowed to bathe without the device. This would be a little more trouble for her. Is it worth doing? I don’t know. It’s just one of those things I sometimes think about. Thoughts like this tend to get me into trouble.

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In: Edging, Masturbation, Mrs Lion Comments, Orgasm denial
magic wand vibrator
Lion’s new best friend, the cordless Magic Wand vibrator.

I thought I was Lion’s best friend. It turns out his best friend is battery operated. We played with the Magic Wand again last night and he’s said several times that he really likes it. This from the man who said vibrators do nothing for him. Apparently he just hadn’t found the right one.

I know Lion is very horny right now and maybe that has a lot to do with his being enamored of the vibrator. Alas, he was not horny enough to warrant an orgasm. I don’t know. There was just something missing. I got him close, but I wasn’t feeling it. He didn’t achieve beautiful penis status. Too bad. Maybe we can try again today. We’re going out tonight so if it doesn’t happen this afternoon, it’s not happening until tomorrow, at least. Who knows? He may actually make it till his next scheduled orgasm before he gets the last one.

I realize I’m playing with fire though. Sure, he’s horny right now. Yesterday was the fifth day so he is at the height of horniness. After day seven he sort of drops on the horniness scale. If his penis is not beautiful by tomorrow I may have to hit reset and give him an orgasm anyway. Maybe, if I have to do that, it should be a no frills orgasm. Is there such a thing? I mean no fanfare. Just a boring reset. Maybe no edging. Just right to the orgasm and be done with it. He shouldn’t enjoy a reset, should he? Yes, he’d get an orgasm which he should enjoy anyway, but if it’s a bare bones (no pun intended) orgasm then it wouldn’t be as enjoyable. I think. I don’t know. I’m making this up as I go along.

On the other hand, if I threaten a reset orgasm, he might just pull a beautiful penis out of thin air. It’s difficult to tell how Lion’s mind will deal with things like this. I’ll have to think about it for a while.