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Lion said he was very hungry even before he came out of his office yesterday. He worked about an hour later than usual. I went off to gather dinner ingredients and start cooking while he took his shower. I didn’t have a chance to spank his freshly showered buns. By the time I had the dishes done, I told him I had enough energy for spanking or sex. Hmmm….which will he choose? He said if I wasn’t feeling well, I should just rest. We were both cold, so we huddled under the blankets. I debated whether we should snuggle. Chances are, whatever I have/had he’d already been exposed to it. I decided to keep my sneezing and germs to myself.

I feel about the same today, although I’m not sneezing. I’ll do another COVID test just to be sure. I’ve turned the wax on and I’m tackling the pantry. We also have to do some gardening. Our football team has the weekend off. I suspect they’re recovering from their loss last weekend. A rival team, the one Lion hates the most, is undefeated so far. That annoys him to no end. As I’m writing this, Lion said we can push off waxing until tomorrow. I don’t have to work so there’s no reason not to. I’ll continue in the pantry, but I only have to worry about the farm (hydroponic, indoor farm) today. That should leave me with enough energy to play with Lion.

Today, I think I’ll get to Lion before he takes his shower. It would be better if he has a chance to wash the menthol rub off his balls. Of course, it may be worse since the heat from the shower could exacerbate the heat from the menthol. I guess he’ll have to time things just right. I wonder if it matters what kind of menthol product I use. We have several. Some are regular strength, and some are maximum strength. I know the maximum strength should burn more, but does the effect last longer? I assume maximum strength Tylenol gets more medicine into your system, but you still take it every four to six hours. Maybe I’ll have to do a Lion balls of fire experiment. I’m sure he won’t like that at all.

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I set up the massage table yesterday. First, I asked Lion if he wanted me to set it up. He told me it wasn’t up to him. True, but if I’d just started things the way I wanted to start them, he might not be as excited. I invited him to join me in his office.

He doesn’t like when I go right for his balls to tie them up. I guess it doesn’t matter as much with his balls. It’s clothespins and painful things that require a little warmup. He loves having his balls tied. Unfortunately, one of them didn’t want to cooperate. I spent a little time getting him hard before I snuck up on his balls again. This time, I got them both.

I don’t know exactly when we started. I guess it was a little after 5. By 5:30, he wasn’t as hard as I’d like, and he was nowhere near the edge. How long should I give him? I never want him to think I’m giving up on him. Sometimes he’ll tell me he isn’t going to get any further. Last night, I called it after about a half hour. He apologized for not getting more excited. I gave him a little suck and he said he liked that. He really liked it. I told him it was something to look forward to for next time. He groaned. Poor Lion. I sucked him a few more times and then stopped.

Lion seems to think I can give him a blow job if he’s at the end of the table and I’m on a chair. I don’t see that as a comfortable or sustainable position. My back hurts a little bit standing beside him jerking him off. I was trying to figure out if the table was too high or too low. I don’t know if sitting will work. I’ll have to drag the chair out. Anyway, I like having him lie across the bed when I give him a blow job. It’s more comfortable for me. I assume it’s more comfortable for him too. If we’d stayed in the bedroom last night, he probably would have gotten at least the beginnings of a blow job.

It’s too soon for another orgasm, even tonight. The poor boy will just have to suffer through more sucking and jerking.

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I didn’t bring out the rope, but I did snuggle with Lion when he got out of the shower. He was cold and huddled under the blankets. I huddled with him. And then he fell asleep. And then I fell asleep. So much for playing early and tying up his balls.

After dinner, I snuggled in again. This time I managed to play with his balls, although I still didn’t have the rope with me. He got a little hard, but not as hard as I would have liked. I tried for a while. He didn’t seem inclined to pause the TV. I took that as an indication of non-horniness. (I make up words.) Lion will say I could have asked him if he was horny. He’ll say I could have paused the TV. Yes and yes. But I think using my weenie as a divining rod of horniness is a good indicator. My weenie can be hard before I even get to him, if he’s really in the mood. Sometimes it takes a little work to convince him. Sometimes when I ask Lion, he’ll say he doesn’t know if he’s horny or not. Once the weenie divining rod is in hand, I can tell fairly quickly.

Okay. Nothing happened last night. Tonight is another opportunity. Maybe I’ll get my act together and actually have the rope with me when I start. I’ll be able to spring into action if my weenie cooperates. I’ll get those balls tied up nice and tight. If he’s lucky, I might even give him some oral encouragement. That sounds nice. Bouncing balls and sucking on my weenie. Yes, please.

Lion has been working on a synopsis for his book. He says it hasn’t been going well. Maybe that’s why my weenie wasn’t in the mood. I know when he’s been working on the book, he tends to be less horny. The same may be true about working on a synopsis. It’s okay. I’ll get those balls tied sooner or later.

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I took the dog to the vet for shots yesterday. She was a handful. She wore me out. I fell asleep watching TV with Lion. He just listed things that need to get done this weekend and asked if I’d be waxing him. I need to go pick up some prescriptions and grab a few things at the store. That might wipe me out. I’ll pencil in the waxing for tomorrow.

I need to make time for Lion too. Tonight, I will definitely set up the massage table to play with him. Well, not necessarily tonight. We’re not limited to any timeframe on weekends. Or any other day, for that matter. It’s all up to his writing schedule and whether or not I can stay awake. I think the vertigo is behind me for now. The only job I have is looking for a new job, and that doesn’t take all day. Aside from chores, I’m free.

Lion, I’m sure, is looking forward to testing out the new professional strength IcyHot he bought last week. He always says he buys them for me, but I know he wants me to use them. Why else would he buy them? Oh, sure, I’m in charge and can do things to him, but if he said no more IcyHot, I wouldn’t use it. I know he doesn’t like Velcro on my weenie, and it gave him a sore, so I stopped using it. There are other ways to torture him.

Now he’ll say I shouldn’t have stopped using Velcro if I was having fun with it. That may be true, but if it gave him a sore and my weenie was out of commission, why tempt fate? If I wanted to, I bet I could find something similar that would bite into him without actually cutting. Hmmm…maybe it’s time for a Google search. [Lion — I don’t like Velcro or IcyHot. I don’t think that’s a good reason to stop. Just sayin’.]