Maybe I Feel Better

I don’t want to say this too loudly for fear of jinxing myself, but I think my dizziness is over. I was feeling less and less dizzy yesterday. Today, it seems to be gone. I’m still afraid to move too suddenly. What if it’s just waiting for me to move the wrong way? My head still feels a little fuzzy, but the world is no longer spinning. Let’s hope it stays that way.

Now the problem is that all the things I wanted to do in four days have to get done in one. Well, that’s not really true. There are only certain things that have to be done. I’m finally going to get the last load of laundry out of the dryer from Thursday. We have some gardening to do. And the garbage has to go out to the curb. I’m not going to try to clean the house too much. I think that would be a mistake. Baby steps.

When it comes time to play with Lion, I think I’ll set up the massage table. I don’t think hovering on the side of the bed, twisting to reach him, would be very good. I’m pretty sure it will take a bit to get his engines revving again, although he did say he was really horny on Friday. I’d like to give him an oral orgasm, but just using my mouth seems like a lot of stress on my neck right now. I don’t want to piss off the dizziness gods. According to the website, it’s been nine days since his last orgasm. That’s not such a long wait. I think he could wait a day or two more until I feel comfortable enough to give him a blow job.

I keep thinking if I give him an orgasm just to end the wait, then I can go back in a day or so and really start teasing him again. It hasn’t been working out that way. I won’t feel good, or he won’t feel good, or Mercury is in retrograde, or some other problem comes up. For now, I’ll say he isn’t getting an orgasm until I can give him an oral one. That’s it. That’s my final answer.