This is not the way I wanted to spend four days off. I imagined getting the house cleaned more. I imagined giving Lion more attention. Yes, I even imagined the miracle of our football team winning on Thursday. I did not imagine trying to stay still so I wouldn’t be dizzy. I’m only dizzy when I move. So don’t move. Unfortunately, it’s not only when I move. Sometimes, I’m watching TV and the world spins. Why? I wish I knew. I did my exercise to get rid of it. It takes more than a few times to work. That’s fine. I’m not going anywhere. Literally.
The worst part about all this is that Lion worries. I tell him he shouldn’t. He doesn’t listen. I worry about him when he isn’t feeling well. He doesn’t tell me not to. I tend to wait things out before I get a doctor involved. He’s more proactive. I know what to do for the dizziness this time. Last time I was worried. I just have to wait for it to work. I hope it works by Monday, although as long as I keep my head straight, I don’t get dizzy as often.
Of course, I hope it gets better so I can play with Lion. Obviously, he knows I’m not doing this on purpose. I’m not deliberately ignoring him. I assume he’s still getting horny. His timeline isn’t changing. Eventually, without stimulation, he will get less and less horny. It will take more effort to get him aroused. I’m not complaining. That’s just how it goes. I’m glad I have the ability to arouse him. I’ll do it as long as it takes.
I respect your dedication.
Thank you, although I probably see it more as stubbornness 🙂