I didn’t post yesterday. The reason is that nothing is happening. I know that Mrs. Lion has had a sore arm and shoulder. That certainly kills the mood for her. I don’t think that’s the only reason. She never asked me to wear my shock collar. I was putting it on myself to see if it would inspire her. She can zap me without hurting her arm. She could also write or talk about potential future fun. She used to do that a lot. Physical contact has dropped to the bare minimum. I don’t know why.
It shouldn’t surprise me. Sex and BDSM play are solely for my benefit. Mrs. Lion has made it clear that she gets nothing out of any of those activities. Playing games on her computer or iPad is entertaining. Doing things with me isn’t. Fair enough. I may have to learn how to jerk off again.
The simple fact is that there are a lot of low-impact activities Mrs. Lion could do that wouldn’t take much energy or exertion. She knows that. It doesn’t interest her. This is a sad situation for me. It’s the end of an amazing decade. I don’t know if I want to keep our blog going or not. I know a lot of people read it. Almost none actively participate. Oh well.