We are both clear of COVID. My energy is coming back. I lost my sense of taste and smell. More correctly, my sense of smell is gone, and that causes taste to diminish to the point that I don’t really taste anything. Mrs. Lion did some research on the subject. I can expect to be this way for at least a month. I’m happy that this is the worst COVID did to me.
If Mrs. Lion is up to it, perhaps I will get to see if my sexual responses are working again. She said she was going to try on Tuesday (“I’m Positive“), but got distracted by the need to make up pill packets for me. Maybe tonight will be different.
I’m not optimistic. I’m not thinking about sex. Mrs. Lion takes a very direct approach. She dives right in and starts her activities. That works well when I am primed and ready. At a time like this, the direct approach isn’t likely to succeed. My focus has to be on sex. One reason that spanking helps is that it makes me think about the strong connection between being paddled and arousal.
Teasing also works well. Each time she gets me hard, my focus moves (obviously!). Sexual teasing during the day primes my pump. This isn’t usually necessary, though it is very welcome. At this point, I need all the help I can get.
Over the last couple of months, I haven’t ejaculated. I had nice orgasms, but no fluid was emitted. Some semen dripped out afterward. I’m not sure what is behind this. I suspect it may have to do with the level of early arousal. It may not. Mrs. Lion can usually bring me to orgasm even if I’m not fully engaged. I think that lack of full engagement may be related to dry orgasms.
We have quite a few toys that haven’t been used in a while. Maybe Mrs. Lion could consider dusting them off. One that comes to mind is the cock-and-ball attachment to nipple clips. She bought that and only used it once. None of this is a criticism of her. She is wonderful. It’s me. Maybe I’m aging. I don’t know. All I know is that it’s much harder to get my sexual motor running. Maybe I need a tuneup.