Kinky Me

I lost track of time on Wednesday. I’m the one who knows what day of the week it is. Hell, it’s on my computer desktop in at least three places. I was sure it was Thursday. I even tried to remind Mrs. Lion that it was punishment day. She responded by telling me it was Wednesday. I guess that having her home for the first three days this week combined with our new puppy confused me.

It’s important to me that I know where I am in time as well as place. Today (when I’m writing this) is Thursday, the real punishment day. As Mrs. Lion announced in her posts earlier this week, she plans to spank me again tonight. I know I will hate it, but I also know it will help us both. So far, it’s a “just because” spanking. I don’t know if I interrupted or annoyed her since my spanking on Monday night. If I did, maybe she will change it to a punishment. The spanking won’t be any different, but the reason I’m getting it will be more important.

No, I shouldn’t say that the spanking will be the same. When Mrs. Lion has a reason to punish me, she focuses more on making me feel every swat. “Just because” spankings hurt a lot, but without disciplinary purpose, they are milder. I don’t think that is a conscious choice. It’s more that she uses the “just because” spankings to hone her technique. The true punishment spankings are more intense. Of course, this may be all in my head. Maybe I feel the punishment spankings more acutely because I know I did something wrong.

Two weeks have passed since my last orgasm. Mrs. Lion tried playing with my penis on Wednesday night. I didn’t get hard. I think it’s because I’ve been really tired. Our new puppy kept us up on Monday night. I needed to catch up on my sleep. We’ve both been tired since she arrived. I woke up this morning with an erection. Sex is on my mind. Teasing is probably on Mrs. Lion’s agenda tonight. It will be fun for me, even without the hope of ejaculating. I like the idea that orgasm is off the table for a while. I don’t know why, but I do—kinky me.

2 Comments

  1. There are so many new events that it is no wonder to lose count.

    1. Author

      You’re right. We’re working hard to adapt.

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