Maybe I’m the Selfish One

Lion has been very horny since his last orgasm. I can’t explain why. For months it took almost a week before he was excited enough to be, well, excited. I’m not looking a gift horse in the mouth. I don’t really care why it’s happening. I’m happy. I just wonder what changed.

When I ask if he wants to join me, he practically levitates across the bed so I can give him oral sex. Last night it did take a little longer to get him to the edge, but he got there. And he’s been producing more precum than usual. Again, I’m not complaining. I love it. The only issue I have with it is that precum usually happens right before an ejaculation. I have to be careful once I taste it. Having said that, I’m not being too careful. I want to get him oh so close to the edge.

Last night I did try something a little different. When I knew we were chugging full steam ahead toward the edge, I stopped. Why? Just to change things up a bit. I don’t want him to get complacent. Here we are, all hot and heavy and he thinks it’s smooth sailing. Nope. Hold on there, partner. Not so fast. And then we’re back on track. I did it a few times. Could it have backfired on me? Could he have been unable to get back to the edge? Was it worth the risk? Absolutely!

Lion was still a puddle in the middle of the bed when I was done with him. I don’t know when I’ll put him out of his misery. From what I’ve seen, he’s not exactly in any misery. He’s getting a lot of attention, some expert oral sex (if I do say so myself), and he’s been more excited than any time in recent memory. Why would I end that? Well, there is a little matter of wanting to make him come. I love the taste, but I also love giving him orgasms. I love his noises. I love making him more of a puddle in the middle of the bed. Is it possible that I’m the selfish one?