Ups and Downs

It was a blustery day yesterday. When I walked in from the wind and rain, all I wanted to do was get under the covers with Lion and warm up. He’d been snoozing and continued to snooze. I followed him to snoozeland for a little while. I didn’t want to get out of bed for any reason. Sooner or later we’d need dinner. I didn’t feel like cooking and I knew Lion didn’t either. If I’d said anything he would have suggested ordering a pizza, but I didn’t even want to get out of bed to answer the door.

Eventually I made dinner and we resumed life as usual. After my shower, I didn’t even want to unlock Lion. Can’t I just have a night off? Yes, I could have. Our agreement calls for attention at least every other day. However, now that he’s been easier to edge I don’t want to mess things up by not giving him attention.

In my wavering I think I waited too long to play with him. He was already well on his way to being hard as soon as the cage came off. He got even harder when I started stroking him. I’m not sure what happened but he faltered after a while. Maybe I wasn’t doing the right things. Maybe he started thinking about something else. I thought about giving him some oral attention but I was full from dinner and it didn’t seem like a good idea. Maybe tonight. I also thought about the Magic Wand. That seemed like overkill since he’s been so easy to edge the past few nights. Maybe I should have used it. We’ll see how tonight goes. Maybe oral. Maybe the Magic Wand.

I’m still having a little trouble with the new cage. To get to the lower lock I have to move skin out of the way without pinching him. Then I have to figure out which way the key goes in the lock, get it all the way in and turn it. Lion tried to help but his fingers just got in the way. I know I’ll figure it out eventually. I’ve already come up with a shortcut to getting the last piece locked on without pinching him. It’s all about making it work for you. Much like male chastity itself.