If you’ve been reading along, you know that today is the sixth day of my current wait. Like last time, I had a ruined orgasm just the other night. The sixth day seems to be when I get very unhappy about being caged and not getting orgasms on demand. It came up several times over the last months and both Mrs. Lion and I wonder if this is an artifact of my chastity; something about waiting six days pushes me over the edge. In case you wondered, I am writing this on the evening of the fifth day when I am at my horniest. The ruined orgasm on Sunday night seems to have taken some of the edge off that.
Right now it is hard for me to believe my feelings will change so radically in just a few hours. We shall see. Mrs. Lion has some fun and games planned for tomorrow night whether I am grumpy or not. She hasn’t shared with us what is going to happen, so stay tuned. Another ongoing story of ours involves sex for Mrs. Lion. As she has said, she isn’t really horny, but thinks that perhaps if she has orgasms anyway it could start her engine. My efforts in the past haven’t met with great success. We discussed it last night and she thinks we can work out more effective sexual communication. I can’t wait!
Mrs. Lion has a very hard job and I feel guilty that I am putting her through it. Managing the care and feeding of a caged male is a lot of work. When you do it, as she has, without the reward of her own sexual satisfaction, it feels to me that it must be pure work with no fun. I know she does it because she loves me and wants me to be happy (or unhappy in a way I want). It’s very important to me that she gets something in return. That’s why it matters so much to me that we work out a way for me to know when Mrs. Lion is “ready”. If you wonder why I just don’t try and see, it sets up worse feelings. She won’t stop me because she knows how much I love pleasing her. But I can tell she isn’t really into it.
I know we will figure this out. She and I always find a way. This will be no different.